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hey everyone welcome to the of hub live

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stream and

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today is open lines where we basically

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just share stories and hang out together

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online

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so for those of you who have joined

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welcome um for those that have expected

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an interview i'm sorry that's not what

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we're having today

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is simply just uh people calling in and

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through telegram sharing their stories

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and just basically hanging out

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i still don't have anyone lined up for

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friday but tune in friday or check out

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some of the other interviews

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that i've did earlier there was one with

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lisa o'hara

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that was about her a book called

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abducted and furious

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and it's basically about alien and

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military abductions

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and of course then monday i had the one

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and only whitley streeter so please

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check that out

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but today is just hanging out online um

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before i begin or before i uh check to

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see who else is in telegram

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uh there's a few things i wanted to

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cover with you today i made a

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made myself a little list so

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first things first i usually don't don't

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check my phone

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i turn it off you know and whatever you

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know could happen i'll just let it

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happen

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but today i have it closely watching

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um some of you i might have noticed i

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mentioned my wife being pregnant and

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yada yada throughout these different

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shows well

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she's getting to pop any minute now so

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today we thought it was probably baby

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time and

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i expected i was going to cancel this

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but then it turned out just a very heavy

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contraction

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anyway so i have my phone here if i

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see it depends on what the message is

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she might just need my assistance a

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little bit

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or i might just leave and shut off the

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screen of the stream

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so i apologize for that i know it's very

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unprofessional but i hope you understand

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i love you all but she's uh the one and

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only in my life so

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well of course i have my kids but

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they're second and third and fourth

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so anyway um the

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regarding that so got to get that

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covered what i wanted to

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talk about next was um something i know

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it's not ufo related but

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it's regarding colombia and um i

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got across some of the footage of some

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some stuff happening

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there and a whole bunch of chaos and

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protests and kind of

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escalating beyond protests so i was on

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the phone for quite a bit with my um

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with my friend rick who is down there

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right now actually in that general area

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where a lot of that is happening

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and um he's trying to see you know what

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to maybe you know flee the country or

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leave it you know depends on how

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how bad it get it gets because it

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already got bad enough

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so anyway i was i was just shocked you

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know talking

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with him and joking around i said hey if

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you need me to send the arkansas

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national guard i will you just let me

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and um so i hope he has some options i

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going to the u.s embassy would help him

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out any but a lot of stuff is happening

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um you know on um claire not clarified

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unverified

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and so um i don't i don't want to say it

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in case it is false

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but it seemed very disturbing so i don't

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want to just

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spread you know fake news or lies so

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what i've heard from

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from my friends and people that that

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so um usually i don't have any

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any topics that i would like to start

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again this um open you know

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this open lines it's literally open for

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everything and anything that we can

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possibly talk about

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and um um i mean i hope to stick to the

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ufo alien and all this stuff but

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some other things come up that are just

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pertinent and important so why not

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um something that i didn't

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i didn't think about because my outlook

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when it comes to alien contact it's

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positive to you know always thinking

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you know if anything is government

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related if they release it it's always

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yay we're close to disclosure

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but the thought occurred to me that i

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that all these different releases and

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all this stuff that's been happening

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that it's not something that

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they're not trying to set it up or

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portrayed somehow as some kind of alien

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you know that i hope they really don't

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you know i because i kept just thinking

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oh yeah they're just gonna disclose what

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they know and whatnot but

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never you know not never but not at this

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hasn't occurred to me to go what if they

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setting all this up to be something more

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because i wouldn't i wouldn't let it

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pass the government because generally

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you know if you're a victim you know

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and and there's a danger you know

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to be worried about then you need the

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government for this

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you know to protect you and help you you

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it's just some some thoughts have been

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uh for a couple of days now and so um i

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wanted to kind of share them with you

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i'm sure everyone that has their own

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thoughts and opinion on this

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so again i'm hoping they'll release more

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what it is that they know and

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know what's going on they're there they

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exist and we're just

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trying to work more on our internal

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understanding of what contact means

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because anyone that had that content it

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contacted changes your life forever

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and you kind of are still dealing with

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anyway i'm just putting that out there

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that i hope that they're not going to go

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that direction but

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you know you never know so if some of

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if you have an opinion on it or just

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have a cool story that you would like to

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share or

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any story that you would like to share

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that you haven't shared with anyone

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you're welcome so just to come come by

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download the the telegram app

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on your computer or on your phone and

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basically find a ufo hub group

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and just join the voice chat it should

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right on top saying that it's ongoing

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right now and then

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you can just be in contact with me

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there we go

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okay so we have bradley and patrick so

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so yeah i mean if you want to join

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telegram just to use it to listen

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please do uh do you might pop up on the

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list but only when you raise your hand

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does that tell me that you actually want

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but right now we have

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uh in chat uh bradley cortez

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welcome um learning to love one one one

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welcome and uh renee cruz

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yeah let me let me see if there's anyone

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uh in telegram that would like to start

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otherwise i'll just keep on chitchat and

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if there's any of you in in chat that

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meetings and sharing stories and

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these interviews that start out with a

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very specific purpose

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bottom some things interview ends and

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it's done

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but uh this is the most unorganized

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a thing that i that i've done and i kind

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of would like to keep it that way

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because when you try to force something

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that you know oh it has to

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happen you know in you know we have to

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speak i have to

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say something it's you just you're just

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kind of you know pushing a ball

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uphill and i would just

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i would just rather chill with everyone

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else here and and see whatever else

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yeah bradley said family first yeah i

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think my wife would agree because yeah

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we were we were not sure because

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kids and i was just sitting there

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relaxing before i come out here to do

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um i guess just standing it's gotten to

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heavy enough and um so she sat down and

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just had that look on her face

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and i was like uh is it is it baby time

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she's like i don't know

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it's like well you just let me know

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because we got things in plan

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what we need to bring with us where

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we're gonna take the kids and who's

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gonna watch them and

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they got their hopefully their clothes

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it i love the doctors they're almost you

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now and two weeks

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it's like okay so can you give us a bit

286
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more info it's like well

287
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look for your contractions if they

288
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happen so many per

289
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hour then come out if not then it's just

290
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your body getting ready to have the baby

291
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and sometimes when when they kick in

292
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they're so heavy

293
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you know and and and difficult you know

294
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to deal with that you don't know is it

295
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is it time or is it not time will it

296
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pass in a few minutes you know

297
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because you don't want to get going and

298
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you're halfway there it's like oh

299
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no false alarm but yeah

300
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uh gnome bear said abducted

301
00:14:02,710 --> 00:14:01,920
repeatedly most of my life i remember

302
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much of it

303
00:14:05,910 --> 00:14:04,959
through hypnosis well if you if you

304
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would like to

305
00:14:17,030 --> 00:14:09,680
log into to telegram please log in and

306
00:14:20,629 --> 00:14:17,040
share your story love to hear it

307
00:14:22,470 --> 00:14:20,639
uh uk lady welcome uh roland hello

308
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welcome just joined chat

309
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i realized that my my chat i think is

310
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about 20 second delayed

311
00:14:31,110 --> 00:14:30,079
so sometimes it throws me off looking at

312
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all my screens

313
00:14:34,949 --> 00:14:33,279
i was like why am i silent and then i

314
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realized oh it hasn't gone

315
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well uh some of you that are in um in

316
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on telegram right now do you just uh

317
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want to chit chat a little bit just so

318
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that there's another voice

319
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uh if not that's okay i'm just putting

320
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okay patrick all right patrick you're

321
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unmuted just

322
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mute yourself uh with your end and uh uh

323
00:15:09,990 --> 00:15:06,720
just start talking hey there we go

324
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hello my name is pat malloy uh

325
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i was raising yeah i was raised in south

326
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texas

327
00:15:19,829 --> 00:15:17,839
uh out in the middle of nowhere and uh

328
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i thought it was about three that i

329
00:15:24,389 --> 00:15:21,120
remember

330
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uh the first abduction and uh

331
00:15:29,509 --> 00:15:27,440
uh there were uh they

332
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they look like little monks you know

333
00:15:34,389 --> 00:15:30,639
little old

334
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old old monks and uh i remember the

335
00:15:37,350 --> 00:15:36,399
first time i was aware of them i was in

336
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the kitchen

337
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and getting a drink of water and i'm

338
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just a little bitty guy and i'm on

339
00:15:45,670 --> 00:15:44,320
a stool uh getting the water and i

340
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looked up in the window

341
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and there they were staring at me and i

342
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could see them

343
00:15:54,470 --> 00:15:52,560
clearly the deal is i knew they were

344
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floating in air because

345
00:15:58,230 --> 00:15:57,360
uh that window was a good nine feet off

346
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the ground

347
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on the outside so uh that's pretty

348
00:16:07,030 --> 00:16:04,560
scary yeah so

349
00:16:07,990 --> 00:16:07,040
they they scared the heck out of me and

350
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uh

351
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but from then on i i knew that i was

352
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being adopted

353
00:16:15,910 --> 00:16:14,079
i just knew that things things were

354
00:16:19,269 --> 00:16:15,920
going on

355
00:16:22,389 --> 00:16:19,279
my father was also being abducted and

356
00:16:24,310 --> 00:16:22,399
the deal is uh i i was so angry with him

357
00:16:25,269 --> 00:16:24,320
as a child because he wasn't protecting

358
00:16:28,389 --> 00:16:25,279
me from

359
00:16:29,590 --> 00:16:28,399
these these people and uh you know it

360
00:16:31,990 --> 00:16:29,600
was only in with an

361
00:16:33,030 --> 00:16:32,000
adult mind i could look back and see

362
00:16:35,509 --> 00:16:33,040
well he was

363
00:16:37,829 --> 00:16:35,519
he was on the same boat that i was in he

364
00:16:41,430 --> 00:16:37,839
was being abducted as well

365
00:16:42,389 --> 00:16:41,440
so i i i'm not so sure but i'm pretty

366
00:16:46,790 --> 00:16:42,399
sure that

367
00:16:49,990 --> 00:16:46,800
been my siblings have been

368
00:16:51,030 --> 00:16:50,000
abducted as well so this this has

369
00:16:54,069 --> 00:16:51,040
continued on

370
00:16:56,150 --> 00:16:54,079
until i was in my 60s and

371
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i was working in healthcare i was about

372
00:17:00,790 --> 00:16:57,920
to retire

373
00:17:02,069 --> 00:17:00,800
and uh i was having problems with claw

374
00:17:04,710 --> 00:17:02,079
marks on my back

375
00:17:06,230 --> 00:17:04,720
and scabs and bleeding uh when i went to

376
00:17:07,189 --> 00:17:06,240
work in the morning and working in a

377
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hospital

378
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uh you know that's they were very

379
00:17:14,789 --> 00:17:12,880
careful with blood so a bloody shirt

380
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usually sent me home right away i mean i

381
00:17:17,909 --> 00:17:15,919
i usually

382
00:17:19,270 --> 00:17:17,919
but the scabs would they would be gone

383
00:17:22,309 --> 00:17:19,280
by the end of the day

384
00:17:24,710 --> 00:17:22,319
uh you know it'd almost be healed up

385
00:17:25,510 --> 00:17:24,720
and there's just no way i could have

386
00:17:28,150 --> 00:17:25,520
scratched it

387
00:17:29,830 --> 00:17:28,160
no way i wasn't wearing any necklaces or

388
00:17:31,190 --> 00:17:29,840
anything that could have left those claw

389
00:17:34,230 --> 00:17:31,200
marks

390
00:17:37,350 --> 00:17:34,240
and i've joined uh a ufo

391
00:17:40,310 --> 00:17:37,360
uh experience or support group

392
00:17:41,669 --> 00:17:40,320
where i live and the stories are pretty

393
00:17:44,789 --> 00:17:41,679
much the same

394
00:17:47,270 --> 00:17:44,799
uh some some have more vivid memories

395
00:17:47,990 --> 00:17:47,280
uh you know they they've been taught a

396
00:17:50,070 --> 00:17:48,000
language

397
00:17:52,549 --> 00:17:50,080
or some people say they've they've

398
00:17:55,590 --> 00:17:52,559
actually flown a ship or whatever but

399
00:17:56,710 --> 00:17:55,600
i did regression uh with the dolores

400
00:17:59,110 --> 00:17:56,720
cannon

401
00:18:01,190 --> 00:17:59,120
trained uh hypnotherapist regression

402
00:18:02,870 --> 00:18:01,200
therapist we did five regressions

403
00:18:05,909 --> 00:18:02,880
and that's that's where most of the

404
00:18:09,830 --> 00:18:05,919
information came forward

405
00:18:14,390 --> 00:18:09,840
it's been an interesting journey um

406
00:18:17,270 --> 00:18:14,400
i i think it formed uh or molded my life

407
00:18:18,070 --> 00:18:17,280
into the direction that i've gone in uh

408
00:18:20,710 --> 00:18:18,080
i work in

409
00:18:22,390 --> 00:18:20,720
high technology and have worked in

410
00:18:26,230 --> 00:18:22,400
technology for many many years

411
00:18:29,510 --> 00:18:26,240
so right that's it well patrick um

412
00:18:32,390 --> 00:18:29,520
do you um what i was going to ask about

413
00:18:33,909 --> 00:18:32,400
have you then you know discovered what

414
00:18:34,710 --> 00:18:33,919
what some of the reasoning for your

415
00:18:38,150 --> 00:18:34,720
abductions

416
00:18:39,830 --> 00:18:38,160
what was the um was there any point to

417
00:18:42,549 --> 00:18:39,840
him or were you just still confused

418
00:18:46,390 --> 00:18:42,559
about what's happening uh

419
00:18:51,350 --> 00:18:48,230
that one got infected when i was a

420
00:18:54,870 --> 00:18:51,360
little boy and they

421
00:18:56,870 --> 00:18:54,880
i could play with them and

422
00:18:58,150 --> 00:18:56,880
within no time they would become very

423
00:19:00,230 --> 00:18:58,160
sore and

424
00:19:01,990 --> 00:19:00,240
so i had to have i think i saw the

425
00:19:03,029 --> 00:19:02,000
scarves where they've been cut out by

426
00:19:06,470 --> 00:19:03,039
surgeons

427
00:19:09,510 --> 00:19:06,480
but uh it was mainly uh

428
00:19:11,669 --> 00:19:09,520
harvesting uh from me you know whatever

429
00:19:14,789 --> 00:19:11,679
it was they were harvesting

430
00:19:16,230 --> 00:19:14,799
and uh i'm just

431
00:19:18,470 --> 00:19:16,240
go ahead i was just gonna said you said

432
00:19:20,310 --> 00:19:18,480
they looked uh uh they were monk like or

433
00:19:23,510 --> 00:19:20,320
behave like monks do you know what

434
00:19:25,510 --> 00:19:23,520
yeah yeah well the ones that would take

435
00:19:26,870 --> 00:19:25,520
me look like monks but once i was on

436
00:19:29,029 --> 00:19:26,880
board those

437
00:19:31,350 --> 00:19:29,039
those people were like wearing lab coats

438
00:19:34,230 --> 00:19:31,360
and it was it had the smell of a

439
00:19:35,270 --> 00:19:34,240
dirty refrigerator and i just had that

440
00:19:37,350 --> 00:19:35,280
that funky

441
00:19:38,789 --> 00:19:37,360
refrigerator needs to be cleaned out

442
00:19:42,310 --> 00:19:38,799
smell and

443
00:19:44,390 --> 00:19:42,320
the people uh they're very kind and very

444
00:19:48,470 --> 00:19:44,400
gentle but it was frightening

445
00:19:50,390 --> 00:19:48,480
nevertheless and

446
00:19:51,510 --> 00:19:50,400
there were beings there that i wasn't

447
00:19:54,950 --> 00:19:51,520
allowed to

448
00:19:56,470 --> 00:19:54,960
see uh but i have a suspicion this one

449
00:19:59,029 --> 00:19:56,480
was a mantis

450
00:19:59,669 --> 00:19:59,039
type character but the the feeling of

451
00:20:03,029 --> 00:19:59,679
love

452
00:20:05,590 --> 00:20:03,039
and bliss would would overflow me

453
00:20:06,390 --> 00:20:05,600
sometimes and it would be like right

454
00:20:09,029 --> 00:20:06,400
here

455
00:20:09,990 --> 00:20:09,039
and i really felt loved at the same time

456
00:20:13,029 --> 00:20:10,000
i was scared

457
00:20:15,029 --> 00:20:13,039
you know right

458
00:20:16,630 --> 00:20:15,039
so did you ever talk to your dad about

459
00:20:18,390 --> 00:20:16,640
you know what was happening to him did

460
00:20:19,029 --> 00:20:18,400
you guys ever exchange or share any

461
00:20:21,909 --> 00:20:19,039
stories

462
00:20:23,029 --> 00:20:21,919
yes we did yes we did before he died he

463
00:20:26,230 --> 00:20:23,039
said but

464
00:20:27,669 --> 00:20:26,240
uh i know how you feel and i and

465
00:20:29,510 --> 00:20:27,679
he said there was nothing there's

466
00:20:32,630 --> 00:20:29,520
nothing i can do about it

467
00:20:34,310 --> 00:20:32,640
and uh but i wasn't hearing it at the

468
00:20:37,510 --> 00:20:34,320
time i was still

469
00:20:39,669 --> 00:20:37,520
full of rage and uh

470
00:20:40,630 --> 00:20:39,679
i really wished if i had if i could go

471
00:20:43,510 --> 00:20:40,640
back in time

472
00:20:44,549 --> 00:20:43,520
uh i would like to have just discussed

473
00:20:47,990 --> 00:20:44,559
it without

474
00:20:51,029 --> 00:20:48,000
the the emotions there yeah

475
00:20:52,549 --> 00:20:51,039
right right well i mean i i can i guess

476
00:20:53,669 --> 00:20:52,559
in a way i can understand especially

477
00:20:56,630 --> 00:20:53,679
when your child

478
00:20:57,990 --> 00:20:56,640
you know that's the idea that's put kind

479
00:21:01,029 --> 00:20:58,000
of in your head that your parents are

480
00:21:06,789 --> 00:21:04,070
right i became extremely fearful

481
00:21:07,750 --> 00:21:06,799
of uh situations where i didn't have

482
00:21:11,430 --> 00:21:07,760
control

483
00:21:14,710 --> 00:21:11,440
and uh i have studied uh

484
00:21:16,230 --> 00:21:14,720
child sexual abuse and the dynamics are

485
00:21:19,510 --> 00:21:16,240
very much the same

486
00:21:20,789 --> 00:21:19,520
and i think it's because of the uh the

487
00:21:22,710 --> 00:21:20,799
sexual nature

488
00:21:26,390 --> 00:21:22,720
it wasn't really sexual but the way they

489
00:21:30,789 --> 00:21:26,400
harvested uh whatever it was they were

490
00:21:32,470 --> 00:21:30,799
it was a violation and so uh but i have

491
00:21:35,669 --> 00:21:32,480
never been sexually molested

492
00:21:38,149 --> 00:21:35,679
uh not not by anybody on this planet

493
00:21:39,510 --> 00:21:38,159
you know i'm not kind of a big guy kind

494
00:21:43,510 --> 00:21:39,520
of a big guy too

495
00:21:45,190 --> 00:21:43,520
i mean so you know it there there's a

496
00:21:47,430 --> 00:21:45,200
lot of stuff that finally

497
00:21:49,110 --> 00:21:47,440
came to a head when i got the uh

498
00:21:52,789 --> 00:21:49,120
regression therapy

499
00:21:55,990 --> 00:21:52,799
and uh i'm very thankful for that very

500
00:21:57,909 --> 00:21:56,000
very much right and so uh were these

501
00:21:59,990 --> 00:21:57,919
absductions happening

502
00:22:01,270 --> 00:22:00,000
i said you should i'm sorry if i missed

503
00:22:02,950 --> 00:22:01,280
it earlier you said so

504
00:22:04,470 --> 00:22:02,960
the first event was when you're younger

505
00:22:06,070 --> 00:22:04,480
and then did it continue throughout your

506
00:22:08,710 --> 00:22:06,080
life

507
00:22:10,470 --> 00:22:08,720
i think uh it was happening before i

508
00:22:13,990 --> 00:22:10,480
remembered

509
00:22:15,190 --> 00:22:14,000
i think that probably as a baby or maybe

510
00:22:18,390 --> 00:22:15,200
even in vitro

511
00:22:21,350 --> 00:22:18,400
i was uh probably probably watched

512
00:22:21,830 --> 00:22:21,360
uh but most of my life i felt like i've

513
00:22:24,950 --> 00:22:21,840
been

514
00:22:27,110 --> 00:22:24,960
i'm being watched and i have lived

515
00:22:28,789 --> 00:22:27,120
all over the planet i have worked

516
00:22:32,149 --> 00:22:28,799
everywhere and

517
00:22:34,470 --> 00:22:32,159
and it's uh it's not

518
00:22:37,830 --> 00:22:34,480
uh you know it's just not that it

519
00:22:40,870 --> 00:22:37,840
doesn't matter it doesn't match up

520
00:22:42,870 --> 00:22:40,880
right and so was there

521
00:22:43,909 --> 00:22:42,880
um were there any more interactions was

522
00:22:45,830 --> 00:22:43,919
it just basically

523
00:22:48,070 --> 00:22:45,840
them coming to do whatever they felt

524
00:22:50,070 --> 00:22:48,080
like they need to do and move on or

525
00:22:51,190 --> 00:22:50,080
did you get to have more interactions

526
00:22:53,110 --> 00:22:51,200
and and and

527
00:22:55,029 --> 00:22:53,120
speak to them in some way or at least to

528
00:22:56,789 --> 00:22:55,039
express anger or rage or

529
00:22:58,710 --> 00:22:56,799
or whatever were you able to recall any

530
00:23:01,669 --> 00:22:58,720
of that

531
00:23:02,870 --> 00:23:01,679
well i i have interactions with them uh

532
00:23:07,270 --> 00:23:02,880
sometimes they're

533
00:23:09,110 --> 00:23:07,280
was in

534
00:23:11,350 --> 00:23:09,120
out in the middle of nowhere in arizona

535
00:23:14,470 --> 00:23:11,360
i was driving to

536
00:23:16,870 --> 00:23:14,480
prescott and uh i kept seeing what i

537
00:23:19,350 --> 00:23:16,880
thought were balloons weather balloons

538
00:23:21,430 --> 00:23:19,360
it was the middle of the day and they

539
00:23:24,470 --> 00:23:21,440
were beautiful they were iridescent

540
00:23:26,470 --> 00:23:24,480
in color and i just kept looking at them

541
00:23:28,390 --> 00:23:26,480
while i was going down the highway there

542
00:23:28,870 --> 00:23:28,400
were no other cars on the highway which

543
00:23:33,110 --> 00:23:28,880
i thought

544
00:23:34,390 --> 00:23:33,120
strange and i kept thinking i was going

545
00:23:37,350 --> 00:23:34,400
to go over a rise

546
00:23:38,950 --> 00:23:37,360
and i would see a car lot and these

547
00:23:41,430 --> 00:23:38,960
balloons would be tethered to

548
00:23:42,310 --> 00:23:41,440
you know some used car lot or something

549
00:23:44,390 --> 00:23:42,320
you know

550
00:23:46,070 --> 00:23:44,400
and that didn't happen as a matter of

551
00:23:46,710 --> 00:23:46,080
fact i stopped on the side of the road

552
00:23:49,909 --> 00:23:46,720
and just

553
00:23:51,510 --> 00:23:49,919
watched them and but i could not let out

554
00:23:55,350 --> 00:23:51,520
of my mind

555
00:23:58,070 --> 00:23:55,360
balloons balloons balloons when actually

556
00:23:59,110 --> 00:23:58,080
i could see that these were not balloons

557
00:24:00,950 --> 00:23:59,120
they were orphaning

558
00:24:02,630 --> 00:24:00,960
orbiting each other they would fly away

559
00:24:05,590 --> 00:24:02,640
from each other and come back

560
00:24:06,390 --> 00:24:05,600
they appear to meld and then and then

561
00:24:09,110 --> 00:24:06,400
this went

562
00:24:10,470 --> 00:24:09,120
on for some time and then they just took

563
00:24:13,590 --> 00:24:10,480
off

564
00:24:17,029 --> 00:24:13,600
just flew away quickly abruptly

565
00:24:20,549 --> 00:24:17,039
and uh i still could not get

566
00:24:23,029 --> 00:24:20,559
get loose from the balloon uh

567
00:24:24,149 --> 00:24:23,039
monica cure if you call it i i just

568
00:24:26,149 --> 00:24:24,159
couldn't let it go

569
00:24:29,909 --> 00:24:26,159
when everything else in my mind said

570
00:24:31,590 --> 00:24:29,919
these are not balloons you idiot

571
00:24:32,950 --> 00:24:31,600
well you know that's interesting if i

572
00:24:34,070 --> 00:24:32,960
you know i don't want to take away too

573
00:24:37,669 --> 00:24:34,080
much of yesterday but

574
00:24:39,350 --> 00:24:37,679
when i had my um uh physical experience

575
00:24:40,710 --> 00:24:39,360
there was a similar thing where it was

576
00:24:43,830 --> 00:24:40,720
just uh initially

577
00:24:45,510 --> 00:24:43,840
one red orb and then turned into two

578
00:24:47,510 --> 00:24:45,520
and the whole time i just kept thinking

579
00:24:49,350 --> 00:24:47,520
helicopter helicopter helicopter but

580
00:24:50,149 --> 00:24:49,360
there's nothing like helicopter like

581
00:24:52,230 --> 00:24:50,159
about it

582
00:24:54,230 --> 00:24:52,240
you know i don't know i don't know if it

583
00:24:55,190 --> 00:24:54,240
was just my mind trying to make sense of

584
00:24:56,870 --> 00:24:55,200
it and so

585
00:24:58,630 --> 00:24:56,880
if i was telling myself something it

586
00:25:00,710 --> 00:24:58,640
would just make me feel better

587
00:25:05,269 --> 00:25:00,720
or what but i know exactly what you're

588
00:25:09,430 --> 00:25:07,990
so we're okay in healthcare uh yes

589
00:25:12,710 --> 00:25:09,440
working in healthcare

590
00:25:13,430 --> 00:25:12,720
uh it seems like they were very

591
00:25:17,110 --> 00:25:13,440
interested

592
00:25:19,909 --> 00:25:17,120
in what i was doing and

593
00:25:21,830 --> 00:25:19,919
there were times when i'd be alone in a

594
00:25:23,510 --> 00:25:21,840
server room with a bunch of servers

595
00:25:24,390 --> 00:25:23,520
there in the bottom in the basement of a

596
00:25:27,430 --> 00:25:24,400
hospital

597
00:25:31,029 --> 00:25:27,440
and i would feel a presence

598
00:25:33,029 --> 00:25:31,039
uh you know i it was friendly i i didn't

599
00:25:34,549 --> 00:25:33,039
feel weird about it and hospitals are

600
00:25:36,070 --> 00:25:34,559
haunted anyway but

601
00:25:37,909 --> 00:25:36,080
i just felt there was somebody

602
00:25:40,310 --> 00:25:37,919
overseeing some of the highly

603
00:25:41,909 --> 00:25:40,320
technical work that i was doing at the

604
00:25:43,830 --> 00:25:41,919
time

605
00:25:46,310 --> 00:25:43,840
i was part of the what they called

606
00:25:48,390 --> 00:25:46,320
informatics healthcare informatics

607
00:25:50,470 --> 00:25:48,400
where you get all of these diverse

608
00:25:51,430 --> 00:25:50,480
technologies to communicate with each

609
00:25:55,590 --> 00:25:51,440
other

610
00:25:57,909 --> 00:25:55,600
and uh it uh it was in its infancy and

611
00:25:59,430 --> 00:25:57,919
i've always been sort of a

612
00:26:01,350 --> 00:25:59,440
troubleshooter and out there on the

613
00:26:04,230 --> 00:26:01,360
front line with technology

614
00:26:04,950 --> 00:26:04,240
my entire life so i don't know if that

615
00:26:07,430 --> 00:26:04,960
has a

616
00:26:09,269 --> 00:26:07,440
direct connection to it or not but i do

617
00:26:11,510 --> 00:26:09,279
have these guides

618
00:26:12,870 --> 00:26:11,520
that are invisible that have helped me

619
00:26:16,310 --> 00:26:12,880
solve some serious

620
00:26:19,750 --> 00:26:16,320
problems and i call them my old

621
00:26:22,149 --> 00:26:19,760
dead geeks but i don't know who they are

622
00:26:24,149 --> 00:26:22,159
but they have walked me right right to

623
00:26:24,789 --> 00:26:24,159
the problem when nobody else could find

624
00:26:27,669 --> 00:26:24,799
it

625
00:26:29,510 --> 00:26:27,679
so i i just have learned to rely on them

626
00:26:30,789 --> 00:26:29,520
and you're talking about problems uh in

627
00:26:32,789 --> 00:26:30,799
your job like some

628
00:26:35,430 --> 00:26:32,799
some something broke or something didn't

629
00:26:38,870 --> 00:26:35,440
work is that what you're referring to

630
00:26:42,230 --> 00:26:38,880
yes yes highly tech technical problems

631
00:26:45,029 --> 00:26:42,240
um and also in my

632
00:26:47,590 --> 00:26:45,039
my regular life i i i learned to give a

633
00:26:50,710 --> 00:26:47,600
lot of stuff over to

634
00:26:53,590 --> 00:26:50,720
my i call it higher power that

635
00:26:55,830 --> 00:26:53,600
i just can't handle uh sometimes it's a

636
00:26:58,549 --> 00:26:55,840
relationship that's gone bad or

637
00:27:01,029 --> 00:26:58,559
or i wouldn't say gone bad but just gone

638
00:27:04,830 --> 00:27:03,190
you know pain and that sort of thing

639
00:27:07,269 --> 00:27:04,840
that we deal with in the human

640
00:27:11,190 --> 00:27:07,279
experience

641
00:27:14,310 --> 00:27:11,200
i also work as a healer i do healing i

642
00:27:17,909 --> 00:27:14,320
am able to channel healing energy

643
00:27:21,350 --> 00:27:17,919
and i remain

644
00:27:23,590 --> 00:27:21,360
astounded every time i see it work

645
00:27:25,590 --> 00:27:23,600
i don't understand it i just know i can

646
00:27:29,590 --> 00:27:25,600
feel it and so i do it

647
00:27:31,590 --> 00:27:29,600
and is this something that came about

648
00:27:33,909 --> 00:27:31,600
from interactions with them or just

649
00:27:36,310 --> 00:27:33,919
because you were initially interested in

650
00:27:38,789 --> 00:27:36,320
in in this ufology field that you came

651
00:27:42,630 --> 00:27:38,799
across it

652
00:27:43,190 --> 00:27:42,640
well it was um it was something that

653
00:27:45,590 --> 00:27:43,200
suddenly

654
00:27:46,389 --> 00:27:45,600
was just in my face and i couldn't look

655
00:27:49,909 --> 00:27:46,399
any other

656
00:27:52,470 --> 00:27:49,919
way and this happened in a hospital uh

657
00:27:56,389 --> 00:27:52,480
i was working in the intensive care unit

658
00:28:02,630 --> 00:27:59,510
i just heard this voice that said uh

659
00:28:05,909 --> 00:28:02,640
this person can be easily healed

660
00:28:08,389 --> 00:28:05,919
just put your hand on them and so i did

661
00:28:09,269 --> 00:28:08,399
and i felt something go through me into

662
00:28:12,389 --> 00:28:09,279
this person

663
00:28:13,350 --> 00:28:12,399
and so since then i have studied many

664
00:28:17,029 --> 00:28:13,360
different

665
00:28:20,630 --> 00:28:17,039
types of healing reiki the reconnection

666
00:28:23,029 --> 00:28:20,640
uh oh you name it i've looked into it

667
00:28:24,470 --> 00:28:23,039
and i don't really have a label for it i

668
00:28:27,110 --> 00:28:24,480
just know

669
00:28:28,149 --> 00:28:27,120
that i'm able to do this sort of thing

670
00:28:31,590 --> 00:28:28,159
and i've seen

671
00:28:32,789 --> 00:28:31,600
miraculous things happen uh yeah i can't

672
00:28:35,590 --> 00:28:32,799
take credit for it

673
00:28:38,389 --> 00:28:35,600
uh it's not coming from me it's just

674
00:28:40,310 --> 00:28:38,399
coming through me

675
00:28:42,470 --> 00:28:40,320
right now i see what you mean i've

676
00:28:46,630 --> 00:28:42,480
actually a lot of people i talk to

677
00:28:49,110 --> 00:28:46,640
i've noticed that because they um

678
00:28:50,710 --> 00:28:49,120
they just they just feel this this

679
00:28:53,190 --> 00:28:50,720
energy and they're

680
00:28:54,870 --> 00:28:53,200
basically guided to do certain things

681
00:28:56,549 --> 00:28:54,880
you know over time they kind of

682
00:28:58,389 --> 00:28:56,559
get to know what they are and develop

683
00:29:01,190 --> 00:28:58,399
them into their own little movements

684
00:29:02,870 --> 00:29:01,200
you know and uh but it's it's just

685
00:29:03,669 --> 00:29:02,880
something that they do and feel like

686
00:29:05,750 --> 00:29:03,679
doing and

687
00:29:07,430 --> 00:29:05,760
it benefits us you know to people and

688
00:29:09,909 --> 00:29:07,440
what was what was weird is

689
00:29:11,830 --> 00:29:09,919
there was um an interview in the very

690
00:29:12,470 --> 00:29:11,840
very beginning when i first started i

691
00:29:14,950 --> 00:29:12,480
did with

692
00:29:15,750 --> 00:29:14,960
ginny blankenship and she's she's a

693
00:29:18,710 --> 00:29:15,760
healer too

694
00:29:19,990 --> 00:29:18,720
and um so after we did the session she's

695
00:29:21,750 --> 00:29:20,000
like you know would you like me to

696
00:29:22,389 --> 00:29:21,760
demonstrate and this wasn't on camera i

697
00:29:26,070 --> 00:29:22,399
wish

698
00:29:27,430 --> 00:29:26,080
the time so it's ready you know so

699
00:29:29,909 --> 00:29:27,440
something happens it can be

700
00:29:30,789 --> 00:29:29,919
you know captured but so i just sat

701
00:29:32,950 --> 00:29:30,799
there and

702
00:29:34,950 --> 00:29:32,960
she's you know she just asked me you

703
00:29:36,389 --> 00:29:34,960
know just to relax if i wanted to close

704
00:29:37,909 --> 00:29:36,399
my eyes and make myself

705
00:29:40,230 --> 00:29:37,919
feel a bit more comfortable you know

706
00:29:43,029 --> 00:29:40,240
what whatever helps me to just relax

707
00:29:44,789 --> 00:29:43,039
and i was sitting upright and so she was

708
00:29:46,630 --> 00:29:44,799
just doing whatever she was doing but

709
00:29:50,630 --> 00:29:46,640
with my eyes closed i couldn't see it

710
00:29:54,549 --> 00:29:50,640
i just kept seeing um like this

711
00:29:56,630 --> 00:29:54,559
purplish energy likes

712
00:29:58,230 --> 00:29:56,640
go going back and forth i was like i

713
00:30:01,269 --> 00:29:58,240
know my eyes are closed

714
00:30:03,909 --> 00:30:01,279
i can tell the the the sun

715
00:30:04,310 --> 00:30:03,919
is to to my right but it's it was kind

716
00:30:06,070 --> 00:30:04,320
of

717
00:30:07,669 --> 00:30:06,080
already dampened through some other

718
00:30:09,269 --> 00:30:07,679
curtains so it wasn't as strong but

719
00:30:10,149 --> 00:30:09,279
there was still light coming through and

720
00:30:11,750 --> 00:30:10,159
you can kind of

721
00:30:13,669 --> 00:30:11,760
tell when your eyes are closed the same

722
00:30:15,590 --> 00:30:13,679
way when i do now i see where the

723
00:30:16,950 --> 00:30:15,600
main light source is coming from well

724
00:30:19,669 --> 00:30:16,960
anyway

725
00:30:20,549 --> 00:30:19,679
what's interesting is that i opened my

726
00:30:22,149 --> 00:30:20,559
eyes

727
00:30:24,230 --> 00:30:22,159
through one of those things and it was

728
00:30:27,750 --> 00:30:24,240
her arm moving around

729
00:30:30,710 --> 00:30:27,760
but i could feel i could see it purplish

730
00:30:31,590 --> 00:30:30,720
color and senses like almost um you know

731
00:30:34,630 --> 00:30:31,600
when there's like

732
00:30:36,789 --> 00:30:34,640
enough energy that when you get close to

733
00:30:38,630 --> 00:30:36,799
your hair it kind of like starts

734
00:30:40,630 --> 00:30:38,640
kind of going up that's what it felt

735
00:30:43,110 --> 00:30:40,640
like but she was much further away from

736
00:30:45,190 --> 00:30:43,120
from my head you know and whatever she

737
00:30:47,350 --> 00:30:45,200
was doing so that was interesting

738
00:30:49,269 --> 00:30:47,360
you know whether there's a scientific

739
00:30:50,950 --> 00:30:49,279
explanation for that or not it doesn't

740
00:30:53,430 --> 00:30:50,960
matter it was cool either way

741
00:30:55,190 --> 00:30:53,440
you know and but it did make me feel

742
00:30:57,590 --> 00:30:55,200
better i wasn't as tense

743
00:30:59,350 --> 00:30:57,600
and you know just just this you know

744
00:31:00,070 --> 00:30:59,360
minute or two that's that's all it took

745
00:31:02,789 --> 00:31:00,080
so

746
00:31:03,509 --> 00:31:02,799
um i don't know if it's exactly how it

747
00:31:06,950 --> 00:31:03,519
how it is that

748
00:31:08,789 --> 00:31:06,960
that you go about it but um when when i

749
00:31:10,630 --> 00:31:08,799
you know it's it's always refreshing to

750
00:31:12,070 --> 00:31:10,640
me when um

751
00:31:14,149 --> 00:31:12,080
you know when when i get to witness

752
00:31:15,590 --> 00:31:14,159
something for myself for the first time

753
00:31:17,590 --> 00:31:15,600
you know because you always hear about

754
00:31:17,990 --> 00:31:17,600
reiki healing and everyone's looking at

755
00:31:20,470 --> 00:31:18,000
you know

756
00:31:22,230 --> 00:31:20,480
looking at videos or looking at from the

757
00:31:23,350 --> 00:31:22,240
outside and going what are these silly

758
00:31:25,110 --> 00:31:23,360
people doing you know

759
00:31:29,590 --> 00:31:25,120
and they don't understand maybe the

760
00:31:33,669 --> 00:31:32,389
all right right so i'm just the guy with

761
00:31:35,909 --> 00:31:33,679
the garden nose

762
00:31:37,029 --> 00:31:35,919
and uh i'm just standing there watering

763
00:31:39,590 --> 00:31:37,039
the plants

764
00:31:41,430 --> 00:31:39,600
and the energy isn't coming from me but

765
00:31:44,870 --> 00:31:41,440
just through me and i'm directing

766
00:31:46,710 --> 00:31:44,880
it but i don't always know on a

767
00:31:48,389 --> 00:31:46,720
you know on a conscious level where i'm

768
00:31:50,710 --> 00:31:48,399
directing it that

769
00:31:53,590 --> 00:31:50,720
it seems to take control over my hands

770
00:31:57,269 --> 00:31:53,600
and it will go where it wants to go

771
00:31:57,909 --> 00:31:57,279
uh i don't need to be even on the same

772
00:32:00,630 --> 00:31:57,919
planet

773
00:32:02,549 --> 00:32:00,640
with the person i'm doing this energy

774
00:32:03,509 --> 00:32:02,559
work with they can be in another city

775
00:32:05,669 --> 00:32:03,519
another state

776
00:32:07,590 --> 00:32:05,679
as far as i know they can be on the moon

777
00:32:09,669 --> 00:32:07,600
if i just have an

778
00:32:11,509 --> 00:32:09,679
idea of what they look like or a

779
00:32:14,549 --> 00:32:11,519
connection

780
00:32:17,190 --> 00:32:14,559
um like knowing somebody that knows them

781
00:32:17,830 --> 00:32:17,200
then it i can do it at a prescribed time

782
00:32:21,029 --> 00:32:17,840
with them

783
00:32:22,710 --> 00:32:21,039
and i love doing it i always get

784
00:32:27,110 --> 00:32:22,720
something out of it it uh

785
00:32:29,029 --> 00:32:27,120
it renews me as it renews them

786
00:32:30,310 --> 00:32:29,039
so i don't do it all the time i'm not

787
00:32:35,509 --> 00:32:30,320
doing it professionally

788
00:32:38,870 --> 00:32:35,519
uh i have offered many many many friends

789
00:32:40,230 --> 00:32:38,880
my services and and some kind of are

790
00:32:43,830 --> 00:32:40,240
tummy cheek about it

791
00:32:47,029 --> 00:32:43,840
but none of them ever refuse it

792
00:32:50,389 --> 00:32:49,029
as a matter of fact i've had some people

793
00:32:52,630 --> 00:32:50,399
ask me to do

794
00:32:53,750 --> 00:32:52,640
they call it voodoo if i could do some

795
00:32:57,110 --> 00:32:53,760
more voodoo on them

796
00:32:57,830 --> 00:32:57,120
that it worked right that's funny it's

797
00:33:01,909 --> 00:32:57,840
not voodoo

798
00:33:03,750 --> 00:33:01,919
it's it's just i i think i'm channeling

799
00:33:05,909 --> 00:33:03,760
maybe the energy that maybe some of

800
00:33:09,269 --> 00:33:05,919
these beings that have worked on me

801
00:33:11,430 --> 00:33:09,279
have gifted me with so

802
00:33:12,389 --> 00:33:11,440
that's right well patrick sit tight i

803
00:33:13,909 --> 00:33:12,399
just want to ask you a few more

804
00:33:15,509 --> 00:33:13,919
questions i just want to address the

805
00:33:18,070 --> 00:33:15,519
general audience real quick

806
00:33:19,830 --> 00:33:18,080
so anyone that's watching right now uh

807
00:33:21,590 --> 00:33:19,840
you can join me on telegram

808
00:33:23,509 --> 00:33:21,600
uh if you have some stories you would

809
00:33:26,149 --> 00:33:23,519
like to share come on in

810
00:33:27,110 --> 00:33:26,159
uh just download the app telegram and

811
00:33:28,789 --> 00:33:27,120
you can

812
00:33:30,149 --> 00:33:28,799
also find a link in the description

813
00:33:32,870 --> 00:33:30,159
below and

814
00:33:34,070 --> 00:33:32,880
find a ufo hub group and join it there's

815
00:33:36,470 --> 00:33:34,080
a voice chat

816
00:33:37,909 --> 00:33:36,480
going on right now and just simply

817
00:33:39,990 --> 00:33:37,919
there's there should be a button that

818
00:33:41,750 --> 00:33:40,000
looks like uh like you're raising your

819
00:33:43,750 --> 00:33:41,760
hand which tells me that you

820
00:33:45,350 --> 00:33:43,760
want to speak and then that way i'll

821
00:33:47,590 --> 00:33:45,360
just keep you in my queue and have you

822
00:33:50,710 --> 00:33:47,600
come on next whenever you are ready so

823
00:33:53,350 --> 00:33:50,720
don't be afraid uh join us

824
00:33:54,470 --> 00:33:53,360
whenever you can so um uh patrick i just

825
00:33:57,590 --> 00:33:54,480
want to ask you as

826
00:34:01,350 --> 00:33:57,600
regarding again um the the monk like

827
00:34:03,990 --> 00:34:01,360
was it something um does those beings

828
00:34:05,990 --> 00:34:04,000
could is it just something how you would

829
00:34:08,550 --> 00:34:06,000
you say would you label them as grace or

830
00:34:10,869 --> 00:34:08,560
were they something else

831
00:34:11,750 --> 00:34:10,879
there was something else um i have seen

832
00:34:14,550 --> 00:34:11,760
grace

833
00:34:16,950 --> 00:34:14,560
and they look more like i i work in

834
00:34:18,470 --> 00:34:16,960
alaska and they look to me like paul art

835
00:34:20,470 --> 00:34:18,480
arctic hares

836
00:34:23,030 --> 00:34:20,480
i mean they're not tall beings but they

837
00:34:26,550 --> 00:34:23,040
look they look like huge rabbits uh

838
00:34:28,950 --> 00:34:26,560
to me and with big eyes and uh

839
00:34:30,149 --> 00:34:28,960
and where i lived in alaska there were a

840
00:34:33,510 --> 00:34:30,159
lot of uh

841
00:34:36,550 --> 00:34:33,520
there was a lot of ufo activity um

842
00:34:38,790 --> 00:34:36,560
so getting back to uh these

843
00:34:40,869 --> 00:34:38,800
creatures that i initially remembered

844
00:34:41,430 --> 00:34:40,879
they they i i just got the feeling they

845
00:34:44,710 --> 00:34:41,440
were

846
00:34:47,829 --> 00:34:44,720
incredibly old very old i mean

847
00:34:51,109 --> 00:34:47,839
you know maybe a thousand years old

848
00:34:53,990 --> 00:34:51,119
they looked like ancient ancient men

849
00:34:55,270 --> 00:34:54,000
and these robes that they had on they it

850
00:34:57,430 --> 00:34:55,280
made them look like oh

851
00:34:59,190 --> 00:34:57,440
they were brown uh they were they made

852
00:35:01,030 --> 00:34:59,200
them look like little bitty franciscan

853
00:35:03,990 --> 00:35:01,040
monks

854
00:35:05,270 --> 00:35:04,000
so you know they were they were sweet

855
00:35:11,750 --> 00:35:05,280
they were

856
00:35:12,630 --> 00:35:11,760
violent with me i mean they had to

857
00:35:15,670 --> 00:35:12,640
restrain me

858
00:35:15,990 --> 00:35:15,680
but i was just a little boy oh and one

859
00:35:19,190 --> 00:35:16,000
time

860
00:35:20,470 --> 00:35:19,200
i drowned and they pulled me out of the

861
00:35:23,589 --> 00:35:20,480
river

862
00:35:26,630 --> 00:35:23,599
excuse me uh i was probably about four

863
00:35:28,790 --> 00:35:26,640
and i fell in a river and into a deep

864
00:35:29,990 --> 00:35:28,800
current and it drugged me under and i

865
00:35:33,109 --> 00:35:30,000
was breathing water

866
00:35:35,589 --> 00:35:33,119
in and i could see

867
00:35:36,630 --> 00:35:35,599
i i know that i left the body because i

868
00:35:39,589 --> 00:35:36,640
uh

869
00:35:41,510 --> 00:35:39,599
i was separated from it and then it was

870
00:35:43,109 --> 00:35:41,520
like this huge hand

871
00:35:44,710 --> 00:35:43,119
just reached into the river and put me

872
00:35:48,390 --> 00:35:44,720
on the shore and

873
00:35:51,190 --> 00:35:48,400
uh and then i was coughing water

874
00:35:52,390 --> 00:35:51,200
and that sort of thing but yeah it was

875
00:35:54,870 --> 00:35:52,400
uh

876
00:35:56,470 --> 00:35:54,880
i i know they were watching me you know

877
00:35:57,910 --> 00:35:56,480
i mean

878
00:35:58,960 --> 00:35:57,920
they were doing a lot better job than my

879
00:36:02,790 --> 00:35:58,970
mother i might add

880
00:36:05,670 --> 00:36:02,800
[Laughter]

881
00:36:07,270 --> 00:36:05,680
right well i mean well i hope that

882
00:36:08,069 --> 00:36:07,280
because there's some kind of compassion

883
00:36:10,150 --> 00:36:08,079
and they they

884
00:36:12,150 --> 00:36:10,160
want to save you because of that instead

885
00:36:14,150 --> 00:36:12,160
they're like oh our test subject is

886
00:36:17,829 --> 00:36:14,160
gonna die we better save them for

887
00:36:20,950 --> 00:36:17,839
many more years of testing you know

888
00:36:22,870 --> 00:36:20,960
yeah well they uh this year

889
00:36:25,109 --> 00:36:22,880
i had probably about twenty thousand

890
00:36:28,150 --> 00:36:25,119
dollars worth of medical tests run

891
00:36:31,750 --> 00:36:28,160
and there is absolutely nothing

892
00:36:33,589 --> 00:36:31,760
wrong with me whatsoever and uh

893
00:36:35,910 --> 00:36:33,599
we were chasing after some problems

894
00:36:39,270 --> 00:36:35,920
which i we later identified as

895
00:36:41,270 --> 00:36:39,280
uh as a dietary issue and so i've just

896
00:36:41,829 --> 00:36:41,280
changed my diet and most of it's gone

897
00:36:44,870 --> 00:36:41,839
but

898
00:36:46,470 --> 00:36:44,880
uh i've seen seven special specialist

899
00:36:49,510 --> 00:36:46,480
heart specialists whatever

900
00:36:50,230 --> 00:36:49,520
and for somebody my age to have that

901
00:36:53,190 --> 00:36:50,240
kind of

902
00:36:54,150 --> 00:36:53,200
clean bill of health it's just um it's

903
00:36:56,870 --> 00:36:54,160
phenomenal

904
00:36:59,910 --> 00:36:56,880
it's good it really is so yeah that is

905
00:37:04,230 --> 00:37:02,069
um patrick i think you you answered this

906
00:37:06,550 --> 00:37:04,240
one credit for a lot

907
00:37:08,550 --> 00:37:06,560
oh i see like them helping you out

908
00:37:11,589 --> 00:37:08,560
throughout the years

909
00:37:13,510 --> 00:37:11,599
yes uh uh i think i

910
00:37:14,790 --> 00:37:13,520
asked you disarray but this one is from

911
00:37:16,950 --> 00:37:14,800
roland in chat

912
00:37:21,349 --> 00:37:16,960
he's asking did they say anything to him

913
00:37:25,349 --> 00:37:22,710
you know they did the way they

914
00:37:28,470 --> 00:37:25,359
communicate with me is like downloads

915
00:37:30,550 --> 00:37:28,480
and they also plant seeds

916
00:37:31,829 --> 00:37:30,560
and uh when i say seeds there are

917
00:37:34,870 --> 00:37:31,839
thought seeds

918
00:37:38,069 --> 00:37:34,880
that sort of blossom later on uh

919
00:37:38,950 --> 00:37:38,079
like later after the event uh maybe in

920
00:37:41,670 --> 00:37:38,960
the week

921
00:37:41,990 --> 00:37:41,680
some people just hit me and it will be

922
00:37:44,390 --> 00:37:42,000
so

923
00:37:45,829 --> 00:37:44,400
clear and i'll understand it uh

924
00:37:49,270 --> 00:37:45,839
implicitly

925
00:37:51,030 --> 00:37:49,280
uh so eric it was never verbal

926
00:37:52,470 --> 00:37:51,040
and probably my screaming was the most

927
00:37:55,270 --> 00:37:52,480
verbal thing uh

928
00:37:56,550 --> 00:37:55,280
but when i was a kid but it was always

929
00:37:58,630 --> 00:37:56,560
telepathic

930
00:38:01,430 --> 00:37:58,640
right yeah but and that's was it just

931
00:38:04,790 --> 00:38:03,910
no so far a better way to communicate

932
00:38:07,750 --> 00:38:04,800
it's far better

933
00:38:08,710 --> 00:38:07,760
than verbal but because you implicitly

934
00:38:12,069 --> 00:38:08,720
understand it

935
00:38:14,470 --> 00:38:12,079
and it's a lot of information at once

936
00:38:16,230 --> 00:38:14,480
right and regarding your screaming was

937
00:38:17,750 --> 00:38:16,240
it just because you were scared and not

938
00:38:18,150 --> 00:38:17,760
knowing and understanding what's going

939
00:38:20,470 --> 00:38:18,160
on

940
00:38:22,150 --> 00:38:20,480
or was there something that that caused

941
00:38:30,310 --> 00:38:22,160
pain

942
00:38:32,790 --> 00:38:30,320
um

943
00:38:33,990 --> 00:38:32,800
because a lot of different stories when

944
00:38:36,950 --> 00:38:34,000
early i mentioned that i

945
00:38:37,829 --> 00:38:36,960
interviewed lisa o'hara and she had a

946
00:38:40,390 --> 00:38:37,839
lot of

947
00:38:41,270 --> 00:38:40,400
what i guess what's what described mill

948
00:38:45,670 --> 00:38:41,280
lab or

949
00:38:47,990 --> 00:38:45,680
military abduction type scenarios and

950
00:38:49,910 --> 00:38:48,000
i think halfway through she she sent me

951
00:38:50,630 --> 00:38:49,920
some pictures so i put the pictures up

952
00:38:53,670 --> 00:38:50,640
on the two

953
00:38:54,790 --> 00:38:53,680
to to show what she was what she was

954
00:38:58,310 --> 00:38:54,800
referring to

955
00:39:00,950 --> 00:38:58,320
different uh triangular marks um

956
00:39:02,870 --> 00:39:00,960
of i guess some kind of type of syringes

957
00:39:05,990 --> 00:39:02,880
that were left these bruises

958
00:39:07,910 --> 00:39:06,000
behind and and whatnot and um

959
00:39:09,750 --> 00:39:07,920
you know the just this whole general

960
00:39:12,870 --> 00:39:09,760
scenario in my experience

961
00:39:13,990 --> 00:39:12,880
has always been very very like growing

962
00:39:16,630 --> 00:39:14,000
and understanding

963
00:39:17,109 --> 00:39:16,640
you know experience and so it's almost

964
00:39:19,510 --> 00:39:17,119
like

965
00:39:21,670 --> 00:39:19,520
uh this is going somewhere catch up

966
00:39:22,630 --> 00:39:21,680
understand it so that you can convey it

967
00:39:24,310 --> 00:39:22,640
eventually

968
00:39:25,910 --> 00:39:24,320
you know that was my understanding but i

969
00:39:27,910 --> 00:39:25,920
can't say that

970
00:39:29,430 --> 00:39:27,920
obviously there are more some that i've

971
00:39:31,990 --> 00:39:29,440
talked to and and most have

972
00:39:32,550 --> 00:39:32,000
that i've heard of that it's it's always

973
00:39:36,870 --> 00:39:32,560
those

974
00:39:38,470 --> 00:39:36,880
with while while they're

975
00:39:40,710 --> 00:39:38,480
while it's happening having to either be

976
00:39:43,750 --> 00:39:40,720
scared because of how they look or

977
00:39:45,990 --> 00:39:43,760
some procedure is very you know menacing

978
00:39:48,470 --> 00:39:46,000
in some way or it actually does hurt

979
00:39:49,109 --> 00:39:48,480
physically so it's just there's a wide

980
00:39:50,550 --> 00:39:49,119
variety

981
00:39:52,710 --> 00:39:50,560
of you know of people out there that

982
00:39:54,950 --> 00:39:52,720
have conveyed very much the same thing

983
00:39:56,470 --> 00:39:54,960
but i wanted to ask you while you were

984
00:39:59,190 --> 00:39:56,480
those remembrances

985
00:39:59,990 --> 00:39:59,200
obviously do you remember was there

986
00:40:01,750 --> 00:40:00,000
anything

987
00:40:03,670 --> 00:40:01,760
uh during your regressions there were

988
00:40:05,670 --> 00:40:03,680
also that you remembered more of your

989
00:40:07,829 --> 00:40:05,680
state of mind of what you felt

990
00:40:08,710 --> 00:40:07,839
was it was it like a weird feeling to be

991
00:40:11,589 --> 00:40:08,720
on these different

992
00:40:12,309 --> 00:40:11,599
ships or locations wherever they are or

993
00:40:15,349 --> 00:40:12,319
did you

994
00:40:18,470 --> 00:40:15,359
do do you have any information on that

995
00:40:19,910 --> 00:40:18,480
yes yes i do as an adult i remembered

996
00:40:23,510 --> 00:40:19,920
some of the

997
00:40:23,990 --> 00:40:23,520
abductions i would remember snippets by

998
00:40:27,910 --> 00:40:24,000
the way they

999
00:40:31,589 --> 00:40:27,920
did take scoops of flesh

1000
00:40:34,630 --> 00:40:31,599
and so i had scoop marks as well um

1001
00:40:38,309 --> 00:40:34,640
so one i felt

1002
00:40:41,190 --> 00:40:38,319
i was sort of shown my future and that

1003
00:40:41,670 --> 00:40:41,200
i would always be working in technology

1004
00:40:45,670 --> 00:40:41,680
but

1005
00:40:47,589 --> 00:40:45,680
uh at one point i was in a spacecraft

1006
00:40:48,790 --> 00:40:47,599
and i called the spacecraft i don't know

1007
00:40:51,589 --> 00:40:48,800
where we were

1008
00:40:53,030 --> 00:40:51,599
uh i i suspect we were above the year

1009
00:40:55,750 --> 00:40:53,040
and uh

1010
00:40:55,990 --> 00:40:55,760
i was with a bunch of really young young

1011
00:40:57,349 --> 00:40:56,000
men

1012
00:41:00,470 --> 00:40:57,359
[Music]

1013
00:41:03,109 --> 00:41:00,480
and we were all engineers of sorts

1014
00:41:04,550 --> 00:41:03,119
and i was looking at them with some

1015
00:41:08,230 --> 00:41:04,560
degree of nd

1016
00:41:10,790 --> 00:41:08,240
but also some degree of resolve like uh

1017
00:41:11,270 --> 00:41:10,800
i i was i was envy that they were they

1018
00:41:13,349 --> 00:41:11,280
had

1019
00:41:14,390 --> 00:41:13,359
so much ahead of them and so much to

1020
00:41:17,349 --> 00:41:14,400
accomplish

1021
00:41:18,069 --> 00:41:17,359
and uh the rewards of that and at the

1022
00:41:20,150 --> 00:41:18,079
same time

1023
00:41:21,270 --> 00:41:20,160
i was like i'm glad i've gotten through

1024
00:41:24,150 --> 00:41:21,280
that

1025
00:41:26,790 --> 00:41:24,160
so it was a mixed feeling if you will

1026
00:41:29,589 --> 00:41:26,800
and then another time i was on a deck

1027
00:41:31,270 --> 00:41:29,599
and uh i'm looking at the earth and it

1028
00:41:34,150 --> 00:41:31,280
was like being on someone's patio at

1029
00:41:37,750 --> 00:41:34,160
their house a concrete patio but it was

1030
00:41:40,790 --> 00:41:37,760
um they had like a plasma type

1031
00:41:44,309 --> 00:41:40,800
window where it's not really glass it's

1032
00:41:47,349 --> 00:41:44,319
some sort of electronic field that

1033
00:41:50,069 --> 00:41:47,359
i i want to say it's plasma and

1034
00:41:51,510 --> 00:41:50,079
it was really nice just taking a look at

1035
00:41:53,430 --> 00:41:51,520
the planet from that

1036
00:41:55,109 --> 00:41:53,440
that point we were way out beyond the

1037
00:41:57,430 --> 00:41:55,119
satellites

1038
00:42:00,710 --> 00:41:57,440
we were you know probably halfway

1039
00:42:03,510 --> 00:42:00,720
between the moon and planet

1040
00:42:03,990 --> 00:42:03,520
so those were two that really stood out

1041
00:42:07,670 --> 00:42:04,000
and then

1042
00:42:11,829 --> 00:42:07,680
other times um it's it's just been

1043
00:42:14,550 --> 00:42:11,839
a routine you know like uh assembly line

1044
00:42:17,589 --> 00:42:17,109
right um pauline b from the chat she

1045
00:42:20,630 --> 00:42:17,599
wanted

1046
00:42:22,790 --> 00:42:20,640
she was wondering says um hi edna can

1047
00:42:24,390 --> 00:42:22,800
you ask him if he can remember any

1048
00:42:25,829 --> 00:42:24,400
before life agreements

1049
00:42:27,510 --> 00:42:25,839
do you know what she's referring to

1050
00:42:30,990 --> 00:42:27,520
there

1051
00:42:33,990 --> 00:42:31,000
uh yes okay as i was shown uh

1052
00:42:37,190 --> 00:42:34,000
a group of like beings that

1053
00:42:39,750 --> 00:42:37,200
are apparently beings that i

1054
00:42:42,710 --> 00:42:39,760
uh returned to earth over and over with

1055
00:42:45,670 --> 00:42:42,720
and we played different roles

1056
00:42:47,750 --> 00:42:45,680
they were um there i want to say there

1057
00:42:50,470 --> 00:42:47,760
was 144 that's a number that

1058
00:42:51,430 --> 00:42:50,480
picked out and they were varying

1059
00:42:53,430 --> 00:42:51,440
intensities

1060
00:42:55,030 --> 00:42:53,440
of light and i understood that i was one

1061
00:42:57,349 --> 00:42:55,040
of them um

1062
00:42:58,309 --> 00:42:57,359
if i looked at them they would show me a

1063
00:43:01,990 --> 00:42:58,319
human form

1064
00:43:04,630 --> 00:43:02,000
but that was just for my uh reference

1065
00:43:06,390 --> 00:43:04,640
you know something that i could you know

1066
00:43:09,990 --> 00:43:06,400
they said well that we're

1067
00:43:10,470 --> 00:43:10,000
we're this and uh and a lot of times

1068
00:43:14,390 --> 00:43:10,480
they

1069
00:43:17,030 --> 00:43:14,400
will

1070
00:43:18,550 --> 00:43:17,040
understand it with references of this

1071
00:43:21,430 --> 00:43:18,560
planet and the work i do

1072
00:43:22,790 --> 00:43:21,440
for example like a computer network they

1073
00:43:26,470 --> 00:43:22,800
just showed me

1074
00:43:28,950 --> 00:43:26,480
all of this light energy and i just

1075
00:43:29,829 --> 00:43:28,960
assumed it was the equivalent to fiber

1076
00:43:32,550 --> 00:43:29,839
optic

1077
00:43:33,109 --> 00:43:32,560
and uh it was a huge tube of light

1078
00:43:36,309 --> 00:43:33,119
energy

1079
00:43:37,910 --> 00:43:36,319
and apparently it was a memory device

1080
00:43:41,190 --> 00:43:37,920
and now they store memory it's all

1081
00:43:44,390 --> 00:43:41,200
stored in light like particles

1082
00:43:48,390 --> 00:43:45,829
oh well yeah wow that's pretty

1083
00:43:50,790 --> 00:43:48,400
interesting um i mean please continue

1084
00:43:52,630 --> 00:43:50,800
was was there more i mean whatever you

1085
00:43:53,030 --> 00:43:52,640
might remember you know please do share

1086
00:43:54,550 --> 00:43:53,040
i mean

1087
00:43:56,230 --> 00:43:54,560
people out there would would love to

1088
00:43:59,829 --> 00:43:56,240
hear

1089
00:44:01,829 --> 00:43:59,839
and i do as well obviously

1090
00:44:03,430 --> 00:44:01,839
most of this came out during the

1091
00:44:05,430 --> 00:44:03,440
regression therapy with

1092
00:44:07,109 --> 00:44:05,440
dolores cannon trainer it was a fellow

1093
00:44:10,550 --> 00:44:07,119
out of dallas texas

1094
00:44:12,390 --> 00:44:10,560
and i saw him five times and i really i

1095
00:44:15,190 --> 00:44:12,400
just wanted to find out why i had

1096
00:44:16,870 --> 00:44:15,200
a physical problem that could not be

1097
00:44:18,870 --> 00:44:16,880
treated medically and

1098
00:44:20,870 --> 00:44:18,880
once i realized what it was through the

1099
00:44:23,270 --> 00:44:20,880
therapy the problem went away

1100
00:44:24,550 --> 00:44:23,280
it dissipated i've never been bothered

1101
00:44:27,829 --> 00:44:24,560
with it since

1102
00:44:30,710 --> 00:44:27,839
but uh uh it was the life between

1103
00:44:31,910 --> 00:44:30,720
live things that really got me that way

1104
00:44:35,750 --> 00:44:31,920
we sort of pick

1105
00:44:38,150 --> 00:44:35,760
uh what we want to experience um

1106
00:44:38,870 --> 00:44:38,160
we come up with kind of a plan but we

1107
00:44:42,550 --> 00:44:38,880
have

1108
00:44:46,390 --> 00:44:42,560
freedom of um freedom of choice

1109
00:44:48,630 --> 00:44:46,400
and so these variables

1110
00:44:50,309 --> 00:44:48,640
are some of them are up to us but there

1111
00:44:53,109 --> 00:44:50,319
are some hardcore stuff that

1112
00:44:54,630 --> 00:44:53,119
we will experience and i i can remember

1113
00:44:56,950 --> 00:44:54,640
that when i chose this life

1114
00:44:57,670 --> 00:44:56,960
that there were there were just some

1115
00:45:00,950 --> 00:44:57,680
things i

1116
00:45:03,270 --> 00:45:00,960
i really wanted to experience and uh

1117
00:45:04,390 --> 00:45:03,280
i think i i think i've accomplished that

1118
00:45:07,670 --> 00:45:04,400
to some degree

1119
00:45:09,750 --> 00:45:07,680
um you know um i

1120
00:45:11,349 --> 00:45:09,760
they have their list i have my list and

1121
00:45:12,470 --> 00:45:11,359
uh sometimes i don't like what's on

1122
00:45:16,309 --> 00:45:12,480
their list but

1123
00:45:18,820 --> 00:45:16,319
i just went through it anyway right

1124
00:45:21,430 --> 00:45:18,830
and um what about um

1125
00:45:24,630 --> 00:45:21,440
[Music]

1126
00:45:26,150 --> 00:45:24,640
what were they with so did they

1127
00:45:28,470 --> 00:45:26,160
are they continuing this contact with

1128
00:45:31,030 --> 00:45:28,480
you even now or is this

1129
00:45:32,710 --> 00:45:31,040
something that seems yeah but it's it's

1130
00:45:34,870 --> 00:45:32,720
not like uh

1131
00:45:37,109 --> 00:45:34,880
they just come and visit and uh usually

1132
00:45:39,030 --> 00:45:37,119
i talk with them through meditation

1133
00:45:40,150 --> 00:45:39,040
and there is a group of us that get

1134
00:45:42,790 --> 00:45:40,160
together who are

1135
00:45:44,470 --> 00:45:42,800
pretty much on the same experiencing the

1136
00:45:46,230 --> 00:45:44,480
same thing we were experiencers

1137
00:45:48,470 --> 00:45:46,240
and when we go into our meditation it's

1138
00:45:51,510 --> 00:45:48,480
really not a meditation

1139
00:45:52,550 --> 00:45:51,520
it's more of a communication uh last

1140
00:45:54,950 --> 00:45:52,560
night

1141
00:45:55,910 --> 00:45:54,960
they show us symbols uh they talk to us

1142
00:45:57,589 --> 00:45:55,920
in symbols

1143
00:45:59,270 --> 00:45:57,599
and then it's up to us to do the

1144
00:46:00,069 --> 00:45:59,280
research on the symbol to find out what

1145
00:46:02,470 --> 00:46:00,079
the symbols are

1146
00:46:04,710 --> 00:46:02,480
and i'm not the sharpest attack in the

1147
00:46:07,589 --> 00:46:04,720
box when it comes to some of this stuff

1148
00:46:08,470 --> 00:46:07,599
and when it's happening i'll file it

1149
00:46:10,630 --> 00:46:08,480
away but i

1150
00:46:11,670 --> 00:46:10,640
i don't register what they're trying to

1151
00:46:13,910 --> 00:46:11,680
say

1152
00:46:14,790 --> 00:46:13,920
until later on after the fact and then i

1153
00:46:16,950 --> 00:46:14,800
can do

1154
00:46:18,630 --> 00:46:16,960
some thought and meditation on it and

1155
00:46:20,550 --> 00:46:18,640
then it comes through me what they're

1156
00:46:23,910 --> 00:46:20,560
trying to tell me or direct me

1157
00:46:27,109 --> 00:46:23,920
to do so

1158
00:46:30,309 --> 00:46:27,119
like i said they're thought bombs right

1159
00:46:31,270 --> 00:46:30,319
you know um see i don't you know i don't

1160
00:46:33,829 --> 00:46:31,280
know if if

1161
00:46:35,190 --> 00:46:33,839
when you say that if that means the same

1162
00:46:37,190 --> 00:46:35,200
thing that what i

1163
00:46:38,470 --> 00:46:37,200
uh you know experience because sometimes

1164
00:46:41,349 --> 00:46:38,480
somebody asked me how

1165
00:46:42,150 --> 00:46:41,359
does these what is it what is this

1166
00:46:45,270 --> 00:46:42,160
communication

1167
00:46:47,109 --> 00:46:45,280
like and especially like psychic if if

1168
00:46:49,030 --> 00:46:47,119
you are conveyed something or a lot of

1169
00:46:50,790 --> 00:46:49,040
the information i was conveyed it was so

1170
00:46:52,950 --> 00:46:50,800
weird because

1171
00:46:54,790 --> 00:46:52,960
you know how a lot of us we don't pay

1172
00:46:55,349 --> 00:46:54,800
attention to this but happens to us all

1173
00:46:57,430 --> 00:46:55,359
the time

1174
00:46:59,430 --> 00:46:57,440
like let's say you have a thought that

1175
00:47:01,670 --> 00:46:59,440
oh i'm thirsty i would like some water

1176
00:47:03,750 --> 00:47:01,680
and then there's this rush of like okay

1177
00:47:05,670 --> 00:47:03,760
i'm gonna get up there's the decision

1178
00:47:06,309 --> 00:47:05,680
that you will get up to go get that

1179
00:47:08,950 --> 00:47:06,319
water

1180
00:47:11,190 --> 00:47:08,960
is there you know and and it's a lot of

1181
00:47:13,750 --> 00:47:11,200
times like oh i want to turn on the tv

1182
00:47:14,790 --> 00:47:13,760
and and right before you do it that that

1183
00:47:16,950 --> 00:47:14,800
decision

1184
00:47:19,190 --> 00:47:16,960
is made and there's like this jolt and

1185
00:47:19,589 --> 00:47:19,200
flow little force behind it that makes

1186
00:47:22,710 --> 00:47:19,599
you go

1187
00:47:24,470 --> 00:47:22,720
click you know and so uh that's how i

1188
00:47:26,630 --> 00:47:24,480
often describe it it's almost like these

1189
00:47:29,190 --> 00:47:26,640
emotions and feelings that are conveyed

1190
00:47:29,990 --> 00:47:29,200
that i translate what they would mean

1191
00:47:31,990 --> 00:47:30,000
you know

1192
00:47:33,829 --> 00:47:32,000
because it's it's almost like the

1193
00:47:36,710 --> 00:47:33,839
emotion is conveyed and then i would

1194
00:47:39,030 --> 00:47:36,720
translate it into what i understand

1195
00:47:39,910 --> 00:47:39,040
it to be now the sentence could be a bit

1196
00:47:45,109 --> 00:47:39,920
different but

1197
00:47:49,109 --> 00:47:47,589
right but i mean do you do you do you

1198
00:47:49,589 --> 00:47:49,119
agree on that is it something similar to

1199
00:47:52,710 --> 00:47:49,599
what's

1200
00:47:53,990 --> 00:47:52,720
okay right okay well for example um they

1201
00:47:55,990 --> 00:47:54,000
wanted me to

1202
00:47:57,190 --> 00:47:56,000
tell somebody something and forget what

1203
00:47:59,430 --> 00:47:57,200
the message was

1204
00:48:01,270 --> 00:47:59,440
and a lot of times when i relay messages

1205
00:48:03,030 --> 00:48:01,280
i don't uh

1206
00:48:04,710 --> 00:48:03,040
i don't i don't remember them because

1207
00:48:07,270 --> 00:48:04,720
the message really isn't for me it's for

1208
00:48:10,230 --> 00:48:07,280
somebody else and

1209
00:48:13,030 --> 00:48:10,240
this particular person uh i just

1210
00:48:16,309 --> 00:48:13,040
remembered the

1211
00:48:18,230 --> 00:48:16,319
the process of it uh because i had to

1212
00:48:20,870 --> 00:48:18,240
explain it to the individual

1213
00:48:21,349 --> 00:48:20,880
in a way that they would understand and

1214
00:48:23,829 --> 00:48:21,359
uh

1215
00:48:24,950 --> 00:48:23,839
so it it can be very complicated

1216
00:48:27,990 --> 00:48:24,960
communicating

1217
00:48:30,790 --> 00:48:28,000
with them and uh

1218
00:48:31,829 --> 00:48:30,800
you know it's uh my limitations as a

1219
00:48:36,230 --> 00:48:31,839
human are

1220
00:48:39,589 --> 00:48:36,240
are so apparent when i'm in that role

1221
00:48:39,990 --> 00:48:39,599
it's it a lot of it also involves i

1222
00:48:44,390 --> 00:48:40,000
think

1223
00:48:48,150 --> 00:48:44,400
imaginations are the key to opening

1224
00:48:48,549 --> 00:48:48,160
the doors over there and i think that

1225
00:48:57,349 --> 00:48:48,559
that

1226
00:49:00,390 --> 00:48:57,359
we just don't capital cap uh

1227
00:49:03,109 --> 00:49:00,400
we just don't take into account that our

1228
00:49:03,750 --> 00:49:03,119
our imaginations are our creative part

1229
00:49:10,390 --> 00:49:03,760
of us

1230
00:49:14,230 --> 00:49:10,400
over there much better than here

1231
00:49:16,549 --> 00:49:14,240
right well um did they ever

1232
00:49:17,990 --> 00:49:16,559
give you any more information or was it

1233
00:49:20,390 --> 00:49:18,000
ever discussed about

1234
00:49:21,190 --> 00:49:20,400
um what from their point of view how

1235
00:49:23,829 --> 00:49:21,200
they saw

1236
00:49:26,069 --> 00:49:23,839
eventual uh full contact with humans or

1237
00:49:30,150 --> 00:49:26,079
was it just not something that

1238
00:49:34,150 --> 00:49:30,160
you ever came across well i i know that

1239
00:49:37,349 --> 00:49:34,160
uh uh i was with a group

1240
00:49:37,829 --> 00:49:37,359
and we were we were taken all of us were

1241
00:49:40,950 --> 00:49:37,839
in this

1242
00:49:42,549 --> 00:49:40,960
place and there were different levels of

1243
00:49:45,670 --> 00:49:42,559
us because

1244
00:49:48,470 --> 00:49:45,680
i i just knew that some people were

1245
00:49:50,309 --> 00:49:48,480
had better levels of understanding and

1246
00:49:53,990 --> 00:49:50,319
uh

1247
00:49:57,510 --> 00:49:54,000
individuals these

1248
00:50:00,549 --> 00:49:57,520
entities than i did but there's no

1249
00:50:03,510 --> 00:50:00,559
jealousy there's no uh you know i'm not

1250
00:50:04,069 --> 00:50:03,520
jealous of somebody that's more capable

1251
00:50:07,109 --> 00:50:04,079
i just

1252
00:50:09,589 --> 00:50:07,119
am and i appreciate who i am and

1253
00:50:10,309 --> 00:50:09,599
and for the gifts that i have but uh

1254
00:50:14,069 --> 00:50:10,319
there are

1255
00:50:18,069 --> 00:50:14,079
those that are taken that are far more

1256
00:50:20,390 --> 00:50:18,079
i should say self-literate than i am

1257
00:50:21,589 --> 00:50:20,400
and uh they have a better grasp and

1258
00:50:23,670 --> 00:50:21,599
better

1259
00:50:25,430 --> 00:50:23,680
understanding it's almost like parts of

1260
00:50:28,470 --> 00:50:25,440
my brain are blocked

1261
00:50:29,349 --> 00:50:28,480
and i'm only allowed to understand just

1262
00:50:32,309 --> 00:50:29,359
so much

1263
00:50:32,950 --> 00:50:32,319
and then there's a glass wall that i run

1264
00:50:36,470 --> 00:50:32,960
into

1265
00:50:37,990 --> 00:50:36,480
a lot very frequently so i just take

1266
00:50:40,549 --> 00:50:38,000
what i can

1267
00:50:42,069 --> 00:50:40,559
so you mean so regarding the so you mean

1268
00:50:43,910 --> 00:50:42,079
regarding a contact

1269
00:50:45,990 --> 00:50:43,920
it's not something that you generally

1270
00:50:46,950 --> 00:50:46,000
are too too familiar with or something

1271
00:50:51,270 --> 00:50:46,960
that you couldn't

1272
00:50:53,829 --> 00:50:51,280
really see what what it would look like

1273
00:50:55,270 --> 00:50:53,839
that's right that's right it's it's it's

1274
00:50:58,309 --> 00:50:55,280
something i'm not able to

1275
00:51:01,109 --> 00:50:58,319
penetrate and maybe it's not for me

1276
00:51:02,549 --> 00:51:01,119
right um but it it definitely is for

1277
00:51:06,309 --> 00:51:02,559
other people who

1278
00:51:10,790 --> 00:51:06,319
uh i interact with who have gone gone on

1279
00:51:13,030 --> 00:51:10,800
i mean okay now i understand

1280
00:51:14,549 --> 00:51:13,040
well uh patrick i'd love to talk to you

1281
00:51:15,829 --> 00:51:14,559
if you could just uh sit tight real

1282
00:51:16,950 --> 00:51:15,839
quick i just want to address the

1283
00:51:20,309 --> 00:51:16,960
audience again

1284
00:51:22,069 --> 00:51:20,319
um so right now for those of you who

1285
00:51:23,430 --> 00:51:22,079
might have logged in or watching uh

1286
00:51:25,589 --> 00:51:23,440
we're

1287
00:51:27,270 --> 00:51:25,599
broadcasting on telegram at the same

1288
00:51:30,630 --> 00:51:27,280
time as we are on youtube

1289
00:51:33,349 --> 00:51:30,640
so on there's i think between what

1290
00:51:35,270 --> 00:51:33,359
you're getting on telegram and what's

1291
00:51:36,069 --> 00:51:35,280
being broadcasted out there's like a 20

1292
00:51:39,430 --> 00:51:36,079
maybe

1293
00:51:41,750 --> 00:51:39,440
30 minute 30 second delay but anyway

1294
00:51:42,630 --> 00:51:41,760
uh we'll all all this is just simply

1295
00:51:45,270 --> 00:51:42,640
open lines

1296
00:51:46,150 --> 00:51:45,280
please join us if you like download the

1297
00:51:48,950 --> 00:51:46,160
telegram app

1298
00:51:50,549 --> 00:51:48,960
on your computer or your phone and just

1299
00:51:53,030 --> 00:51:50,559
find a ufo hub group

1300
00:51:54,710 --> 00:51:53,040
join the voice chat raise your hand and

1301
00:51:57,430 --> 00:51:54,720
i'll know you want to talk to me

1302
00:51:59,589 --> 00:51:57,440
but uh if you're just uh using telegram

1303
00:52:03,349 --> 00:51:59,599
or are online to just to watch

1304
00:52:06,790 --> 00:52:03,359
welcome enjoy yourself um so patrick

1305
00:52:08,150 --> 00:52:06,800
uh the have you have you moved

1306
00:52:09,829 --> 00:52:08,160
through if you if you don't want to

1307
00:52:11,349 --> 00:52:09,839
share this info it's okay but generally

1308
00:52:13,589 --> 00:52:11,359
why i'm asking have you moved

1309
00:52:15,510 --> 00:52:13,599
um in different places or you generally

1310
00:52:17,750 --> 00:52:15,520
always lived where you live now

1311
00:52:19,030 --> 00:52:17,760
um i'm sorry if you said something only

1312
00:52:22,790 --> 00:52:19,040
before because i was going to say

1313
00:52:25,670 --> 00:52:22,800
where they obviously be able to find you

1314
00:52:26,309 --> 00:52:25,680
no i've uh lived all over the planet and

1315
00:52:43,349 --> 00:52:26,319
i

1316
00:52:45,910 --> 00:52:43,359
no matter what

1317
00:52:48,230 --> 00:52:45,920
right they did show me a vision when i

1318
00:52:49,510 --> 00:52:48,240
was in saigon one time that was sort of

1319
00:52:51,910 --> 00:52:49,520
astounding

1320
00:52:52,630 --> 00:52:51,920
i was tired i'd come home on a day of

1321
00:52:55,190 --> 00:52:52,640
hiking

1322
00:52:57,190 --> 00:52:55,200
and i was at the hotel and i was laying

1323
00:52:59,510 --> 00:52:57,200
on the bed and i looked up

1324
00:53:00,309 --> 00:52:59,520
and i could see through the wall through

1325
00:53:03,510 --> 00:53:00,319
the building

1326
00:53:04,630 --> 00:53:03,520
out into the sky and i could see a hole

1327
00:53:07,670 --> 00:53:04,640
in the sky

1328
00:53:09,829 --> 00:53:07,680
and it was i just laid there in

1329
00:53:11,670 --> 00:53:09,839
awe i just could not believe what i was

1330
00:53:13,589 --> 00:53:11,680
seeing that

1331
00:53:16,230 --> 00:53:13,599
what they were showing me is that a lot

1332
00:53:18,710 --> 00:53:16,240
of what i think is real is not real

1333
00:53:20,470 --> 00:53:18,720
it's uh just the way i perceive it the

1334
00:53:22,069 --> 00:53:20,480
way it's the way the illusion is

1335
00:53:27,510 --> 00:53:22,079
presented to me

1336
00:53:32,790 --> 00:53:30,549
and um so

1337
00:53:34,309 --> 00:53:32,800
would were there just how many different

1338
00:53:36,230 --> 00:53:34,319
uh beings did you

1339
00:53:38,150 --> 00:53:36,240
interact throughout this lifetime dude

1340
00:53:40,829 --> 00:53:38,160
can you maybe count it or

1341
00:53:42,470 --> 00:53:40,839
is it uh just something difficult to to

1342
00:53:45,990 --> 00:53:42,480
discern

1343
00:53:49,589 --> 00:53:46,000
i i don't have a number uh and

1344
00:53:51,750 --> 00:53:49,599
it wasn't any one particular type and

1345
00:53:53,030 --> 00:53:51,760
some of them i think i've interacted

1346
00:53:56,309 --> 00:53:53,040
with and

1347
00:53:57,829 --> 00:53:56,319
you know recently here on earth uh

1348
00:54:01,270 --> 00:53:57,839
there are just some people that stand

1349
00:54:05,190 --> 00:54:03,109
they weren't they weren't us you know

1350
00:54:08,870 --> 00:54:05,200
they weren't uh

1351
00:54:11,670 --> 00:54:08,880
they weren't earthlings so to speak and

1352
00:54:12,790 --> 00:54:11,680
you know i just in their presence i felt

1353
00:54:16,710 --> 00:54:12,800
i could feel it

1354
00:54:19,030 --> 00:54:16,720
you know it's just something you feel um

1355
00:54:21,109 --> 00:54:19,040
and and like i said i've not had any

1356
00:54:21,670 --> 00:54:21,119
really bad experiences with any of it

1357
00:54:26,630 --> 00:54:21,680
it's just

1358
00:54:29,670 --> 00:54:26,640
it just is and i just have to be awake

1359
00:54:32,390 --> 00:54:29,680
i i have some other abilities too that

1360
00:54:34,630 --> 00:54:32,400
uh i don't always talk about but one of

1361
00:54:39,190 --> 00:54:34,640
the abilities is sometimes

1362
00:54:42,150 --> 00:54:39,200
i get a communication for someone from

1363
00:54:42,789 --> 00:54:42,160
someone that's deceased or maybe about

1364
00:54:46,309 --> 00:54:42,799
to die

1365
00:54:48,549 --> 00:54:46,319
and i just relay the information to them

1366
00:54:49,589 --> 00:54:48,559
and sometimes well i wouldn't say

1367
00:54:53,670 --> 00:54:49,599
sometimes it's almost

1368
00:54:55,430 --> 00:54:53,680
always an explanation um

1369
00:54:57,349 --> 00:54:55,440
and that this doesn't happen frequently

1370
00:55:00,309 --> 00:54:57,359
it's just once a blue moon

1371
00:55:01,670 --> 00:55:00,319
but these things i don't forget i mean

1372
00:55:08,810 --> 00:55:01,680
they're too

1373
00:55:14,950 --> 00:55:08,820
right well you know um

1374
00:55:18,230 --> 00:55:17,829
well i'm just trying to to formulate you

1375
00:55:29,510 --> 00:55:18,240
know

1376
00:55:31,030 --> 00:55:29,520
what uh

1377
00:55:33,109 --> 00:55:31,040
because i was generally going to speak

1378
00:55:33,990 --> 00:55:33,119
about us humans you know but then i was

1379
00:55:36,549 --> 00:55:34,000
like i don't i don't

1380
00:55:38,630 --> 00:55:36,559
know if anyone well maybe why not maybe

1381
00:55:40,390 --> 00:55:38,640
maybe they might understand maybe not

1382
00:55:41,670 --> 00:55:40,400
you know a lot of these different

1383
00:55:44,230 --> 00:55:41,680
communications uh

1384
00:55:45,190 --> 00:55:44,240
i think this differentiation we make it

1385
00:55:46,950 --> 00:55:45,200
between

1386
00:55:48,950 --> 00:55:46,960
what's what we consider alien because

1387
00:55:51,990 --> 00:55:48,960
technically they could just be

1388
00:55:53,109 --> 00:55:52,000
um different dimensions that's not

1389
00:55:56,309 --> 00:55:53,119
necessarily alien

1390
00:55:58,230 --> 00:55:56,319
and it's just simply um other beings

1391
00:55:59,270 --> 00:55:58,240
expressing themselves in the way they

1392
00:56:01,109 --> 00:55:59,280
express it

1393
00:56:02,470 --> 00:56:01,119
and doesn't necessarily have to have

1394
00:56:05,030 --> 00:56:02,480
this um

1395
00:56:05,589 --> 00:56:05,040
layered way of understanding the way we

1396
00:56:09,030 --> 00:56:05,599
do

1397
00:56:10,870 --> 00:56:09,040
to where well if we go further out of

1398
00:56:12,069 --> 00:56:10,880
this planet there can only be other

1399
00:56:14,870 --> 00:56:12,079
planets and

1400
00:56:15,589 --> 00:56:14,880
because we live on a planet that means

1401
00:56:17,349 --> 00:56:15,599
only

1402
00:56:18,630 --> 00:56:17,359
other beings have to be in another

1403
00:56:20,789 --> 00:56:18,640
planet where they have their

1404
00:56:22,630 --> 00:56:20,799
civilization and their own history and

1405
00:56:24,950 --> 00:56:22,640
stories and things like that

1406
00:56:25,670 --> 00:56:24,960
where i find it that that's not the case

1407
00:56:27,270 --> 00:56:25,680
at all

1408
00:56:29,349 --> 00:56:27,280
you know i don't know if you'd agree

1409
00:56:30,309 --> 00:56:29,359
with that you know it's simply that we

1410
00:56:32,950 --> 00:56:30,319
are the ones

1411
00:56:33,829 --> 00:56:32,960
being so stringent on how we look at it

1412
00:56:35,750 --> 00:56:33,839
because

1413
00:56:37,510 --> 00:56:35,760
really between talking to aliens and

1414
00:56:38,230 --> 00:56:37,520
talking to people that we considered

1415
00:56:40,230 --> 00:56:38,240
past

1416
00:56:42,069 --> 00:56:40,240
you have passed on you know to quote

1417
00:56:44,470 --> 00:56:42,079
unquote the the next life

1418
00:56:46,309 --> 00:56:44,480
there is no difference you know that's

1419
00:56:48,789 --> 00:56:46,319
what what's um

1420
00:56:50,150 --> 00:56:48,799
what might be i guess i don't know a

1421
00:56:50,789 --> 00:56:50,160
little bit hard for some people to

1422
00:56:53,829 --> 00:56:50,799
understand

1423
00:56:54,470 --> 00:56:53,839
maybe even consider it bs but you know

1424
00:56:57,030 --> 00:56:54,480
in my

1425
00:56:58,069 --> 00:56:57,040
you know my experience and i'm speaking

1426
00:57:01,270 --> 00:56:58,079
as an opinion

1427
00:57:03,990 --> 00:57:01,280
what would you say about that patrick

1428
00:57:04,789 --> 00:57:04,000
well uh it's not just limited to uh

1429
00:57:07,990 --> 00:57:04,799
beings

1430
00:57:10,950 --> 00:57:08,000
uh of the human kind i actually

1431
00:57:12,390 --> 00:57:10,960
was visiting someone whom i did not know

1432
00:57:19,670 --> 00:57:12,400
uh

1433
00:57:20,789 --> 00:57:19,680
a cat jumped on my lap and it was a very

1434
00:57:23,030 --> 00:57:20,799
heavy

1435
00:57:24,069 --> 00:57:23,040
cat and it started digging its claws and

1436
00:57:26,390 --> 00:57:24,079
the only thing is

1437
00:57:29,829 --> 00:57:26,400
there was no cat there but i could feel

1438
00:57:34,870 --> 00:57:33,030
right oh okay i thought you were you

1439
00:57:37,349 --> 00:57:34,880
did that's all you were trying to say

1440
00:57:39,349 --> 00:57:37,359
that you perceived that

1441
00:57:45,910 --> 00:57:39,359
even though you couldn't see it that it

1442
00:57:45,920 --> 00:57:51,430
patrick can you hear me

1443
00:57:55,910 --> 00:57:54,549
i guess we patrick drop

1444
00:57:57,349 --> 00:57:55,920
off i don't know what happened maybe he

1445
00:58:01,910 --> 00:57:57,359
might come back i'll leave him i'll

1446
00:58:06,069 --> 00:58:03,750
okay i don't know he might come back

1447
00:58:07,510 --> 00:58:06,079
here so anyway um that was patrick

1448
00:58:09,910 --> 00:58:07,520
sharing his story and uh

1449
00:58:12,710 --> 00:58:09,920
which is basically chatting online uh if

1450
00:58:15,990 --> 00:58:12,720
you if you maybe have some questions for

1451
00:58:18,069 --> 00:58:16,000
the people uh that are talking please

1452
00:58:19,670 --> 00:58:18,079
uh let me know in your chat just make

1453
00:58:22,390 --> 00:58:19,680
sure to put the three

1454
00:58:23,670 --> 00:58:22,400
three stars before your question and

1455
00:58:26,150 --> 00:58:23,680
thank you hazel again

1456
00:58:27,589 --> 00:58:26,160
she reminded everyone in the chat so i

1457
00:58:30,150 --> 00:58:27,599
appreciate it

1458
00:58:31,510 --> 00:58:30,160
um yeah we just basically it's just

1459
00:58:34,549 --> 00:58:31,520
hanging online

1460
00:58:35,670 --> 00:58:34,559
sharing stories exchanging certain

1461
00:58:38,710 --> 00:58:35,680
experiences

1462
00:58:40,549 --> 00:58:38,720
so it's not something that you know it's

1463
00:58:42,230 --> 00:58:40,559
not a fully structured

1464
00:58:44,710 --> 00:58:42,240
you know event like an interview but

1465
00:58:46,789 --> 00:58:44,720
it's simply just hanging out and then

1466
00:58:49,190 --> 00:58:46,799
talking to each other so yeah if you if

1467
00:58:52,150 --> 00:58:49,200
you have any questions in chat

1468
00:58:52,789 --> 00:58:52,160
please do ask it um either of me or or

1469
00:59:00,390 --> 00:58:52,799
the

1470
00:59:04,789 --> 00:59:00,400
and um just uh just jot it down

1471
00:59:07,109 --> 00:59:04,799
but yeah we uh i'm not uh i'm not sure

1472
00:59:08,150 --> 00:59:07,119
uh what else we got you know we'll have

1473
00:59:11,430 --> 00:59:08,160
going on

1474
00:59:12,870 --> 00:59:11,440
and um i just uh there's as i mentioned

1475
00:59:13,510 --> 00:59:12,880
earlier there's so many things that have

1476
00:59:15,910 --> 00:59:13,520
been

1477
00:59:16,549 --> 00:59:15,920
happening in my life that's uh more

1478
00:59:18,150 --> 00:59:16,559
earthly

1479
00:59:20,470 --> 00:59:18,160
regarding what's been happening in

1480
00:59:22,549 --> 00:59:20,480
colombia and and my friends there

1481
00:59:24,230 --> 00:59:22,559
and i was um just wanting to see if i

1482
00:59:27,109 --> 00:59:24,240
can help them in some way and then

1483
00:59:28,630 --> 00:59:27,119
my wife on the verge of giving birth so

1484
00:59:32,230 --> 00:59:28,640
you know there's all these things

1485
00:59:33,910 --> 00:59:32,240
that are that are happening that

1486
00:59:36,069 --> 00:59:33,920
you know just kind of almost didn't make

1487
00:59:37,829 --> 00:59:36,079
the show happen

1488
00:59:39,270 --> 00:59:37,839
because we thought initially that we're

1489
00:59:42,630 --> 00:59:39,280
going to have to go

1490
00:59:46,549 --> 00:59:42,640
but um it just turned out to be false

1491
00:59:48,789 --> 00:59:46,559
alarm and here we are

1492
00:59:49,670 --> 00:59:48,799
but yeah if um if you guys have any

1493
00:59:51,349 --> 00:59:49,680
other questions

1494
00:59:52,789 --> 00:59:51,359
you know if there's something else you

1495
00:59:55,829 --> 00:59:52,799
would like me to cover

1496
00:59:57,190 --> 00:59:55,839
if um i don't know if bradley feels like

1497
00:59:59,349 --> 00:59:57,200
coming on today

1498
01:00:02,950 --> 00:59:59,359
and chatting with me on on telegram more

1499
01:00:07,589 --> 01:00:05,430
okay patrick just said message said my

1500
01:00:10,470 --> 01:00:07,599
phone suddenly powered down

1501
01:00:15,270 --> 01:00:10,480
okay let's see if we can get then

1502
01:00:17,190 --> 01:00:15,280
patrick back

1503
01:00:19,190 --> 01:00:17,200
patrick you're unmuted just to meet

1504
01:00:26,230 --> 01:00:19,200
yourself on your end and uh

1505
01:00:29,829 --> 01:00:29,430
i'm back the phone just suddenly powered

1506
01:00:33,109 --> 01:00:29,839
down

1507
01:00:33,910 --> 01:00:33,119
uh so it's back um so i was talking

1508
01:00:36,950 --> 01:00:33,920
about this cat

1509
01:00:40,309 --> 01:00:36,960
well the cat showed me

1510
01:00:42,870 --> 01:00:40,319
and it doesn't talk but it showed me um

1511
01:00:45,349 --> 01:00:42,880
that it had a medical problem on the jaw

1512
01:00:47,910 --> 01:00:45,359
and that was showing me that

1513
01:00:49,910 --> 01:00:47,920
it loved the owner very much but it did

1514
01:00:53,589 --> 01:00:49,920
not like the owner's husband

1515
01:00:57,589 --> 01:00:53,599
and uh but the cat was very uh

1516
01:01:01,430 --> 01:00:57,599
adamant that i show the lady the cat's

1517
01:01:03,910 --> 01:01:01,440
jaw and uh so i told the lady

1518
01:01:05,190 --> 01:01:03,920
i said excuse me uh i don't know how to

1519
01:01:07,670 --> 01:01:05,200
tell you this but there's this very

1520
01:01:09,510 --> 01:01:07,680
large cat sitting in my lap right now

1521
01:01:11,270 --> 01:01:09,520
you can't see him and i can't see him

1522
01:01:13,430 --> 01:01:11,280
but i can certainly feel him

1523
01:01:15,270 --> 01:01:13,440
and he's just told me there was a

1524
01:01:18,069 --> 01:01:15,280
problem with his jaw

1525
01:01:20,309 --> 01:01:18,079
and she said yes uh he starved to death

1526
01:01:23,030 --> 01:01:20,319
we thought it was an intestinal problem

1527
01:01:23,589 --> 01:01:23,040
the vet was sure it was in in his

1528
01:01:25,190 --> 01:01:23,599
stomach

1529
01:01:27,430 --> 01:01:25,200
and i said well the cat's saying it was

1530
01:01:30,710 --> 01:01:27,440
his jaw it was too sore

1531
01:01:33,109 --> 01:01:30,720
it was painful for him to eat so

1532
01:01:34,630 --> 01:01:33,119
but that's the only time that's the only

1533
01:01:36,829 --> 01:01:34,640
time i've had any kind of animal

1534
01:01:38,789 --> 01:01:36,839
communication

1535
01:01:42,150 --> 01:01:38,799
right yeah you know

1536
01:01:43,990 --> 01:01:42,160
a good friend of mine um uh

1537
01:01:45,670 --> 01:01:44,000
catherine hughes and i also did an

1538
01:01:48,710 --> 01:01:45,680
interview with her as well

1539
01:01:51,109 --> 01:01:48,720
um she's basically a main thing

1540
01:01:52,710 --> 01:01:51,119
initially that she started out was

1541
01:01:55,510 --> 01:01:52,720
animal communicator

1542
01:01:57,430 --> 01:01:55,520
and um she does you know she described

1543
01:01:59,109 --> 01:01:57,440
that there's a different feel to the

1544
01:01:59,750 --> 01:01:59,119
different spirits coming through whether

1545
01:02:02,870 --> 01:01:59,760
it's human

1546
01:02:06,710 --> 01:02:02,880
or or more animal

1547
01:02:07,589 --> 01:02:06,720
animal spirit whether it be a cat a dog

1548
01:02:14,069 --> 01:02:07,599
or

1549
01:02:18,390 --> 01:02:14,079
and

1550
01:02:21,109 --> 01:02:18,400
don't necessarily have to be

1551
01:02:22,309 --> 01:02:21,119
you know uh moved on they just you know

1552
01:02:24,549 --> 01:02:22,319
while they're still alive

1553
01:02:25,349 --> 01:02:24,559
having some some difficulties and their

1554
01:02:29,349 --> 01:02:25,359
their

1555
01:02:30,950 --> 01:02:29,359
the end of the line they don't know what

1556
01:02:32,549 --> 01:02:30,960
else they can do to help them and they

1557
01:02:33,349 --> 01:02:32,559
reach out to her and it's interesting

1558
01:02:35,270 --> 01:02:33,359
how

1559
01:02:36,710 --> 01:02:35,280
she can just help him you know and do

1560
01:02:38,950 --> 01:02:36,720
all kinds of

1561
01:02:40,150 --> 01:02:38,960
analysis that goes kind of beyond

1562
01:02:42,150 --> 01:02:40,160
medicine now of course

1563
01:02:43,910 --> 01:02:42,160
she would analyze it and medicine is

1564
01:02:46,870 --> 01:02:43,920
used you know to then

1565
01:02:48,150 --> 01:02:46,880
eventually help and get to the point but

1566
01:02:51,349 --> 01:02:48,160
you know it's interesting

1567
01:02:53,430 --> 01:02:51,359
um that you know just

1568
01:02:54,870 --> 01:02:53,440
just these perceptions that everyone can

1569
01:02:56,710 --> 01:02:54,880
you know can have them depends on what

1570
01:02:59,029 --> 01:02:56,720
you want to focus on to

1571
01:03:00,950 --> 01:02:59,039
to be you know to work on more of your

1572
01:03:04,710 --> 01:03:00,960
natural abilities to become psychic

1573
01:03:06,950 --> 01:03:04,720
or just kind of um kind of

1574
01:03:07,910 --> 01:03:06,960
walk around the planet like the rest of

1575
01:03:09,910 --> 01:03:07,920
people do and

1576
01:03:15,029 --> 01:03:09,920
just live your life have fun and

1577
01:03:18,870 --> 01:03:18,230
being psychic uh comes with a uh a heavy

1578
01:03:21,910 --> 01:03:18,880
burden

1579
01:03:24,309 --> 01:03:21,920
it's an obligation um

1580
01:03:25,510 --> 01:03:24,319
and i'm not always willing let's put it

1581
01:03:28,630 --> 01:03:25,520
that way

1582
01:03:30,390 --> 01:03:28,640
right yeah no it's

1583
01:03:32,069 --> 01:03:30,400
someone sometimes you know it's so weird

1584
01:03:33,670 --> 01:03:32,079
because uh sometimes

1585
01:03:35,910 --> 01:03:33,680
it's not necessarily psychic but

1586
01:03:37,270 --> 01:03:35,920
intuition it plays such a large role in

1587
01:03:38,470 --> 01:03:37,280
all our lives but if we don't give it

1588
01:03:40,470 --> 01:03:38,480
enough credit

1589
01:03:42,710 --> 01:03:40,480
you know and all of us get that you know

1590
01:03:45,349 --> 01:03:42,720
that that's the kind of like

1591
01:03:47,670 --> 01:03:45,359
the the the part that sometimes saves us

1592
01:03:50,230 --> 01:03:47,680
or helps us out in some way to make us

1593
01:03:51,589 --> 01:03:50,240
act in ways that we usually wouldn't

1594
01:03:53,750 --> 01:03:51,599
that eventually turn

1595
01:03:56,789 --> 01:03:53,760
turn out to be very beneficial you know

1596
01:04:00,069 --> 01:03:56,799
i had uh one particular experience i was

1597
01:04:01,990 --> 01:04:00,079
working in san luis and often i

1598
01:04:03,109 --> 01:04:02,000
would not like where i was at at that

1599
01:04:05,349 --> 01:04:03,119
time at my job

1600
01:04:07,349 --> 01:04:05,359
so i would go out for lunch and i would

1601
01:04:09,349 --> 01:04:07,359
kind of try to slack and spend

1602
01:04:11,029 --> 01:04:09,359
more time at lunch and then kind of

1603
01:04:13,109 --> 01:04:11,039
return to the office late which will

1604
01:04:14,470 --> 01:04:13,119
kind of cut down into the day and then i

1605
01:04:16,710 --> 01:04:14,480
can get to go home

1606
01:04:18,390 --> 01:04:16,720
well anyway this one particular time for

1607
01:04:19,510 --> 01:04:18,400
whatever reason because of parking and

1608
01:04:21,750 --> 01:04:19,520
all that i was very

1609
01:04:22,870 --> 01:04:21,760
you know very late and i was like shoot

1610
01:04:24,789 --> 01:04:22,880
i better head back

1611
01:04:26,470 --> 01:04:24,799
and so i'm hurrying through every stop

1612
01:04:28,630 --> 01:04:26,480
sign every light that's there because

1613
01:04:30,630 --> 01:04:28,640
all those blocks have their own lights

1614
01:04:31,750 --> 01:04:30,640
and i'm just trying to get through and

1615
01:04:34,390 --> 01:04:31,760
so with this

1616
01:04:36,230 --> 01:04:34,400
full-on feeling of like i gotta go i

1617
01:04:37,510 --> 01:04:36,240
gotta i gotta be there i gotta get there

1618
01:04:39,670 --> 01:04:37,520
as soon as i can

1619
01:04:40,950 --> 01:04:39,680
um i'm waiting and waiting for this

1620
01:04:43,589 --> 01:04:40,960
light to turn green

1621
01:04:45,430 --> 01:04:43,599
and it turned green and out of nowhere

1622
01:04:47,109 --> 01:04:45,440
that feeling just disappeared

1623
01:04:48,789 --> 01:04:47,119
you know just disappeared and it's like

1624
01:04:50,630 --> 01:04:48,799
you know it's it's you know like

1625
01:04:52,230 --> 01:04:50,640
you don't have to rush everything's fine

1626
01:04:55,589 --> 01:04:52,240
what's gonna happen right

1627
01:04:58,390 --> 01:04:55,599
and so that made me stop for just about

1628
01:04:59,270 --> 01:04:58,400
maybe five seconds to just hold on the

1629
01:05:01,589 --> 01:04:59,280
green

1630
01:05:03,510 --> 01:05:01,599
and then i kind of came to my senses and

1631
01:05:05,109 --> 01:05:03,520
like why what i got to go why am i

1632
01:05:08,789 --> 01:05:05,119
stopping at that instant

1633
01:05:11,510 --> 01:05:08,799
a car at least 70 miles an hour just

1634
01:05:13,109 --> 01:05:11,520
you know just flew by you know and he i

1635
01:05:16,549 --> 01:05:13,119
don't know what he was doing i mean

1636
01:05:17,430 --> 01:05:16,559
you know usually you know and i mean it

1637
01:05:19,750 --> 01:05:17,440
was close to

1638
01:05:20,470 --> 01:05:19,760
60 70 and this was supposed to be like a

1639
01:05:23,510 --> 01:05:20,480
25

1640
01:05:26,230 --> 01:05:23,520
30 miles per hour uh speedway

1641
01:05:27,029 --> 01:05:26,240
and uh if i was at this point where i

1642
01:05:29,510 --> 01:05:27,039
would have been

1643
01:05:31,029 --> 01:05:29,520
when i you know if it turned green and i

1644
01:05:34,069 --> 01:05:31,039
hit the gas he would have just

1645
01:05:34,710 --> 01:05:34,079
full on t-bone uh t-boned the car and

1646
01:05:37,190 --> 01:05:34,720
would have been

1647
01:05:38,470 --> 01:05:37,200
in horrible accident and so it's one of

1648
01:05:41,190 --> 01:05:38,480
these things to where

1649
01:05:43,510 --> 01:05:41,200
i can't you know there was no more

1650
01:05:46,230 --> 01:05:43,520
message given it was just simply

1651
01:05:47,750 --> 01:05:46,240
that feeling that changed it made me

1652
01:05:51,109 --> 01:05:47,760
just stop my usual

1653
01:05:56,309 --> 01:05:51,119
what i was doing and it it's potentially

1654
01:05:59,589 --> 01:05:58,390
oh sorry patrick i was just i was just

1655
01:06:01,029 --> 01:05:59,599
kind of

1656
01:06:03,270 --> 01:06:01,039
sharing a little bit of a story but

1657
01:06:03,990 --> 01:06:03,280
anyway patrick if there's more that you

1658
01:06:06,710 --> 01:06:04,000
would like to share

1659
01:06:08,710 --> 01:06:06,720
please uh please do otherwise uh bradley

1660
01:06:10,549 --> 01:06:08,720
seems to be just want to listen

1661
01:06:12,390 --> 01:06:10,559
and uh if he wants to talk he can just

1662
01:06:14,870 --> 01:06:12,400
raise his hand but there's no one else

1663
01:06:17,589 --> 01:06:14,880
that is joining us on telegram so

1664
01:06:17,990 --> 01:06:17,599
please continue if you like and i'll see

1665
01:06:20,870 --> 01:06:18,000
if there's

1666
01:06:23,430 --> 01:06:20,880
any more questions in in chat for for

1667
01:06:24,390 --> 01:06:23,440
you either you or i or in general and uh

1668
01:06:28,870 --> 01:06:24,400
we'll just

1669
01:06:32,789 --> 01:06:31,029
well i pretty much summed it up i mean

1670
01:06:35,430 --> 01:06:32,799
there there are a lot of details i could

1671
01:06:38,309 --> 01:06:35,440
write volumes about it but uh

1672
01:06:41,029 --> 01:06:38,319
for the most part it just uh that's

1673
01:06:44,230 --> 01:06:41,039
that's the high point so that um

1674
01:06:47,910 --> 01:06:44,240
you know i just feel sometimes i'm more

1675
01:06:48,710 --> 01:06:47,920
in in some other place in time some

1676
01:06:52,549 --> 01:06:48,720
other

1677
01:06:55,670 --> 01:06:52,559
vibration if you will than i am here

1678
01:06:57,990 --> 01:06:55,680
in this 3d reality it's like i'm

1679
01:07:01,510 --> 01:06:58,000
straddling it

1680
01:07:04,470 --> 01:07:01,520
so i have to really focus hard to stay

1681
01:07:07,750 --> 01:07:04,480
here and stay focused on

1682
01:07:11,029 --> 01:07:07,760
and i i don't know what that's all about

1683
01:07:13,029 --> 01:07:11,039
i really don't um it's just the way it

1684
01:07:15,589 --> 01:07:13,039
is and i've learned to live with it

1685
01:07:16,549 --> 01:07:15,599
and it's very difficult for people to

1686
01:07:20,309 --> 01:07:16,559
live with me

1687
01:07:25,990 --> 01:07:24,390
so there you go and that that's really

1688
01:07:28,870 --> 01:07:26,000
about all i have to offer

1689
01:07:30,230 --> 01:07:28,880
thank you right okay well patrick uh no

1690
01:07:32,470 --> 01:07:30,240
no problem thank you very much

1691
01:07:33,750 --> 01:07:32,480
for for joining me and sharing your

1692
01:07:35,589 --> 01:07:33,760
story i appreciate it

1693
01:07:37,510 --> 01:07:35,599
i hope more have the courage to come

1694
01:07:39,430 --> 01:07:37,520
forward and and simply share it

1695
01:07:40,870 --> 01:07:39,440
it's just um you know this is just

1696
01:07:43,910 --> 01:07:40,880
supposed to be you know

1697
01:07:44,789 --> 01:07:43,920
a platform online for everyone else to

1698
01:07:46,390 --> 01:07:44,799
hang out

1699
01:07:49,190 --> 01:07:46,400
even though we're not local to each

1700
01:07:49,670 --> 01:07:49,200
other so that way we i know uh bradley

1701
01:07:52,069 --> 01:07:49,680
is in

1702
01:07:53,270 --> 01:07:52,079
south africa and others you know spain

1703
01:07:55,349 --> 01:07:53,280
and france and

1704
01:07:57,029 --> 01:07:55,359
all over the place so that way we can

1705
01:08:01,670 --> 01:07:57,039
kind of have a

1706
01:08:03,990 --> 01:08:01,680
a um international uh weekly ufo meeting

1707
01:08:04,789 --> 01:08:04,000
so uh you know thank you thank you for

1708
01:08:08,069 --> 01:08:04,799
joining

1709
01:08:09,670 --> 01:08:08,079
or sharing your story but yeah so if

1710
01:08:11,430 --> 01:08:09,680
if any of you would like to share the

1711
01:08:14,950 --> 01:08:11,440
story join me on telegram

1712
01:08:17,189 --> 01:08:14,960
and um i don't know if um if uh

1713
01:08:18,470 --> 01:08:17,199
bradley maybe wants to talk a little and

1714
01:08:20,789 --> 01:08:18,480
share his

1715
01:08:22,390 --> 01:08:20,799
story or talk about something but uh

1716
01:08:25,349 --> 01:08:22,400
i'll just leave him be

1717
01:08:27,110 --> 01:08:25,359
and if any of you in chat have anything

1718
01:08:30,070 --> 01:08:27,120
else to say that you would like to

1719
01:08:31,349 --> 01:08:30,080
maybe um have me talk about something if

1720
01:08:34,229 --> 01:08:31,359
you're interested

1721
01:08:34,870 --> 01:08:34,239
but um other than that it's just a i

1722
01:08:39,349 --> 01:08:34,880
don't know

1723
01:08:41,349 --> 01:08:39,359
if it's a wednesday still for everybody

1724
01:08:43,110 --> 01:08:41,359
a wednesday for everyone else or you

1725
01:08:44,470 --> 01:08:43,120
know obviously not for everyone around

1726
01:08:46,870 --> 01:08:44,480
the world because i know in

1727
01:08:47,590 --> 01:08:46,880
australia it would already be thursday

1728
01:08:56,630 --> 01:08:47,600
and

1729
01:08:59,430 --> 01:08:56,640
those in europe it should uh

1730
01:09:00,229 --> 01:08:59,440
probably be around three or four um

1731
01:09:04,550 --> 01:09:00,239
o'clock

1732
01:09:09,189 --> 01:09:07,189
to do this all the stuff going back and

1733
01:09:11,110 --> 01:09:09,199
forth

1734
01:09:13,590 --> 01:09:11,120
let me see if there's any other

1735
01:09:15,669 --> 01:09:13,600
questions in chat

1736
01:09:23,990 --> 01:09:15,679
but yeah those that are just now uh

1737
01:09:28,070 --> 01:09:26,550
yep uh patrick v says uh thank you

1738
01:09:35,910 --> 01:09:28,080
patrick

1739
01:09:40,709 --> 01:09:39,349
uh pauline b you said your higher self

1740
01:09:43,910 --> 01:09:40,719
maybe adnan

1741
01:09:45,829 --> 01:09:43,920
can you can you are you asking me to

1742
01:09:47,590 --> 01:09:45,839
talk about

1743
01:09:49,189 --> 01:09:47,600
the higher self is that what you're

1744
01:09:58,630 --> 01:09:49,199
referring to if you can clarify

1745
01:10:02,310 --> 01:10:00,709
oh hazel says adnan have you worked it

1746
01:10:06,709 --> 01:10:02,320
out yet

1747
01:10:11,669 --> 01:10:06,719
you you have something going on that

1748
01:10:14,790 --> 01:10:11,679
that you wasn't sure about um

1749
01:10:15,430 --> 01:10:14,800
i haven't it's it's it takes a lot

1750
01:10:18,470 --> 01:10:15,440
longer

1751
01:10:19,350 --> 01:10:18,480
to work out and i think i i gotten to to

1752
01:10:23,030 --> 01:10:19,360
a point

1753
01:10:24,630 --> 01:10:23,040
to where i've just recently gotten an

1754
01:10:28,830 --> 01:10:24,640
understanding about it

1755
01:10:30,149 --> 01:10:28,840
uh oh hell why not let's talk about it i

1756
01:10:31,830 --> 01:10:30,159
know

1757
01:10:33,830 --> 01:10:31,840
you brought it up so i guess there's no

1758
01:10:36,070 --> 01:10:33,840
accidents you know to

1759
01:10:37,669 --> 01:10:36,080
there's no better better time than to

1760
01:10:40,470 --> 01:10:37,679
talk about it now

1761
01:10:42,070 --> 01:10:40,480
so the things that i you know a lot of

1762
01:10:44,229 --> 01:10:42,080
times as i mentioned before

1763
01:10:46,070 --> 01:10:44,239
when something occurs i like to kind of

1764
01:10:48,470 --> 01:10:46,080
understand it myself go through that

1765
01:10:50,390 --> 01:10:48,480
experience however fearful or joyful

1766
01:10:52,310 --> 01:10:50,400
whatever it is going through it

1767
01:10:54,630 --> 01:10:52,320
understanding it and then

1768
01:10:56,390 --> 01:10:54,640
convey to the people like oh well this

1769
01:10:58,149 --> 01:10:56,400
is how i understood it and others

1770
01:11:00,070 --> 01:10:58,159
usually like oh yeah me too and it

1771
01:11:01,750 --> 01:11:00,080
matches but sometimes i learned

1772
01:11:03,750 --> 01:11:01,760
something different from

1773
01:11:05,590 --> 01:11:03,760
certain experiences where i know someone

1774
01:11:07,270 --> 01:11:05,600
had maybe told me about it but based on

1775
01:11:10,070 --> 01:11:07,280
my experience i could

1776
01:11:10,870 --> 01:11:10,080
you know show it showed me more and i

1777
01:11:13,189 --> 01:11:10,880
understood it

1778
01:11:14,630 --> 01:11:13,199
differently and so not in a way to where

1779
01:11:16,709 --> 01:11:14,640
i have to correct them but

1780
01:11:18,950 --> 01:11:16,719
you know again it's the personal private

1781
01:11:20,070 --> 01:11:18,960
experience that i trust most before i

1782
01:11:22,870 --> 01:11:20,080
can speak about it

1783
01:11:25,510 --> 01:11:22,880
because if i'm just you know conveying

1784
01:11:25,990 --> 01:11:25,520
someone else's story it leaves room for

1785
01:11:27,669 --> 01:11:26,000
errors

1786
01:11:29,430 --> 01:11:27,679
and misunderstanding and all kinds of

1787
01:11:31,830 --> 01:11:29,440
things so

1788
01:11:33,350 --> 01:11:31,840
with that being said one of the

1789
01:11:36,149 --> 01:11:33,360
particular things that i

1790
01:11:38,229 --> 01:11:36,159
wasn't it was so a lot of a lot of

1791
01:11:42,149 --> 01:11:38,239
fearful things that that occur

1792
01:11:45,270 --> 01:11:42,159
and things that are very hard to

1793
01:11:49,110 --> 01:11:45,280
um i guess to to

1794
01:11:52,229 --> 01:11:49,120
kind of disseminate um i usually just

1795
01:11:54,870 --> 01:11:52,239
keep keep looking at it keep keep

1796
01:11:56,630 --> 01:11:54,880
you know going along with it until more

1797
01:11:57,350 --> 01:11:56,640
understanding comes to me and usually

1798
01:11:59,590 --> 01:11:57,360
through

1799
01:12:01,110 --> 01:11:59,600
synchronicity or just simply like these

1800
01:12:03,669 --> 01:12:01,120
short downloads where i just

1801
01:12:04,950 --> 01:12:03,679
okay i understand you know now why this

1802
01:12:07,189 --> 01:12:04,960
is happening this way

1803
01:12:09,430 --> 01:12:07,199
and it alleviates that fear so that now

1804
01:12:11,990 --> 01:12:09,440
i'm not speaking to you about something

1805
01:12:12,790 --> 01:12:12,000
fearful and potentially spreading that

1806
01:12:14,550 --> 01:12:12,800
it gives me

1807
01:12:16,070 --> 01:12:14,560
this higher and better understanding so

1808
01:12:18,709 --> 01:12:16,080
i can convey to you

1809
01:12:19,590 --> 01:12:18,719
so with that being said there was an

1810
01:12:23,750 --> 01:12:19,600
experience that

1811
01:12:25,830 --> 01:12:23,760
after i had uh uh i'm not gonna go into

1812
01:12:27,669 --> 01:12:25,840
great detail about it now but when i had

1813
01:12:30,709 --> 01:12:27,679
my near-death experience and i

1814
01:12:33,270 --> 01:12:30,719
came back and

1815
01:12:34,390 --> 01:12:33,280
when i came back i was still very much

1816
01:12:37,350 --> 01:12:34,400
in tune

1817
01:12:37,990 --> 01:12:37,360
with these with this connection that's

1818
01:12:40,390 --> 01:12:38,000
for out

1819
01:12:41,990 --> 01:12:40,400
there even though i wasn't i came back

1820
01:12:44,070 --> 01:12:42,000
from there but i'm still very much

1821
01:12:47,669 --> 01:12:44,080
connected to that frequency

1822
01:12:49,030 --> 01:12:47,679
and um so i just kind of used it to then

1823
01:12:51,110 --> 01:12:49,040
even though i was very weak

1824
01:12:53,030 --> 01:12:51,120
you know and and what i had went through

1825
01:12:54,390 --> 01:12:53,040
i basically poisoned myself i took too

1826
01:12:56,390 --> 01:12:54,400
much of this certain

1827
01:12:58,870 --> 01:12:56,400
substance by accident it wasn't inten

1828
01:13:02,070 --> 01:12:58,880
you know i was i wasn't intending that

1829
01:13:05,590 --> 01:13:02,080
so the point was even though i was so

1830
01:13:07,590 --> 01:13:05,600
very much tired i just kind of

1831
01:13:09,350 --> 01:13:07,600
wanted to still continue asking and

1832
01:13:10,229 --> 01:13:09,360
searching and seeking however much i

1833
01:13:13,030 --> 01:13:10,239
could

1834
01:13:13,990 --> 01:13:13,040
one of uh one of the things that had

1835
01:13:17,270 --> 01:13:14,000
occurred is

1836
01:13:18,709 --> 01:13:17,280
as i was connected and

1837
01:13:21,350 --> 01:13:18,719
you know i had just come back and i

1838
01:13:22,390 --> 01:13:21,360
understand what that there's that life

1839
01:13:25,110 --> 01:13:22,400
doesn't end

1840
01:13:25,910 --> 01:13:25,120
right it continues it it always just

1841
01:13:29,110 --> 01:13:25,920
transforms

1842
01:13:30,630 --> 01:13:29,120
and evolves into something new of the

1843
01:13:33,510 --> 01:13:30,640
sudden i had this

1844
01:13:35,830 --> 01:13:33,520
and you know this feeling to where now

1845
01:13:38,950 --> 01:13:35,840
that connection was cut

1846
01:13:39,830 --> 01:13:38,960
then the connection of for my outside

1847
01:13:42,390 --> 01:13:39,840
world was cut

1848
01:13:43,830 --> 01:13:42,400
to where i saw my room and everything

1849
01:13:46,470 --> 01:13:43,840
but i the meaning of

1850
01:13:47,669 --> 01:13:46,480
of it lost it was lost you know usually

1851
01:13:48,630 --> 01:13:47,679
when you look at something you

1852
01:13:52,390 --> 01:13:48,640
immediately go

1853
01:13:55,270 --> 01:13:52,400
oh room light switch you know whatever

1854
01:13:55,830 --> 01:13:55,280
items you recognize your brain kind of

1855
01:13:58,550 --> 01:13:55,840
um

1856
01:13:59,669 --> 01:13:58,560
identifies it for you and you see it and

1857
01:13:59,990 --> 01:13:59,679
you're comfortable because it's

1858
01:14:03,430 --> 01:14:00,000
something

1859
01:14:05,590 --> 01:14:03,440
you recognize but all of that went away

1860
01:14:07,750 --> 01:14:05,600
and it was just going away going away

1861
01:14:08,870 --> 01:14:07,760
going away till i just found myself in

1862
01:14:11,910 --> 01:14:08,880
the darkness

1863
01:14:15,750 --> 01:14:11,920
to where there was nothing else existed

1864
01:14:19,270 --> 01:14:15,760
but me and it was this

1865
01:14:22,470 --> 01:14:19,280
deep understanding that you know that

1866
01:14:24,870 --> 01:14:22,480
there is only just me there there's

1867
01:14:27,510 --> 01:14:24,880
different versions of me out there

1868
01:14:29,590 --> 01:14:27,520
that knows themselves as all of you you

1869
01:14:30,070 --> 01:14:29,600
know and and all of us collectively as

1870
01:14:31,990 --> 01:14:30,080
god

1871
01:14:34,390 --> 01:14:32,000
but when it comes down to it that was

1872
01:14:37,750 --> 01:14:34,400
just me but that experience

1873
01:14:41,350 --> 01:14:37,760
that darkness that nothingness that void

1874
01:14:42,790 --> 01:14:41,360
uh created such a um psychotic shock in

1875
01:14:45,830 --> 01:14:42,800
me to where

1876
01:14:48,950 --> 01:14:45,840
it it basically i i passed out

1877
01:14:51,910 --> 01:14:48,960
it was so much fear it was so much

1878
01:14:52,470 --> 01:14:51,920
um despair that i just basically shut

1879
01:14:54,470 --> 01:14:52,480
down i

1880
01:14:56,149 --> 01:14:54,480
i couldn't handle it physically and i

1881
01:14:58,229 --> 01:14:56,159
just i fell i had

1882
01:14:59,510 --> 01:14:58,239
i was standing at that point and i fell

1883
01:15:01,270 --> 01:14:59,520
over not you know

1884
01:15:02,630 --> 01:15:01,280
i was already weak to begin with but

1885
01:15:05,750 --> 01:15:02,640
with that understanding

1886
01:15:08,229 --> 01:15:05,760
it's just something so profound

1887
01:15:09,750 --> 01:15:08,239
to have to come to terms with it's

1888
01:15:11,990 --> 01:15:09,760
almost

1889
01:15:12,950 --> 01:15:12,000
i can definitely see now if people that

1890
01:15:15,110 --> 01:15:12,960
that often

1891
01:15:16,470 --> 01:15:15,120
uh when they're faced with something um

1892
01:15:17,430 --> 01:15:16,480
out in the world with something that

1893
01:15:20,790 --> 01:15:17,440
they can't deal with

1894
01:15:23,110 --> 01:15:20,800
that they uh create this multiple

1895
01:15:24,630 --> 01:15:23,120
personality or disorder tour a

1896
01:15:27,350 --> 01:15:24,640
personality just

1897
01:15:29,189 --> 01:15:27,360
like splits itself into the one that

1898
01:15:31,110 --> 01:15:29,199
can't deal with it and a different one

1899
01:15:32,870 --> 01:15:31,120
that has a the solution that can deal

1900
01:15:34,950 --> 01:15:32,880
with it to sustain this

1901
01:15:36,790 --> 01:15:34,960
body right to for you to continue to

1902
01:15:38,149 --> 01:15:36,800
exist so i understand how that can

1903
01:15:40,470 --> 01:15:38,159
happen in my case

1904
01:15:41,430 --> 01:15:40,480
as far as i know thankfully he didn't i

1905
01:15:44,550 --> 01:15:41,440
still remain my

1906
01:15:47,030 --> 01:15:44,560
you know me who i always have been but

1907
01:15:48,310 --> 01:15:47,040
it's i just couldn't deal with it you

1908
01:15:51,830 --> 01:15:48,320
know it was something that

1909
01:15:53,990 --> 01:15:51,840
it's like oh my god like am i just

1910
01:15:55,910 --> 01:15:54,000
here talking to myself that there really

1911
01:15:57,430 --> 01:15:55,920
is nothing and no one out there

1912
01:15:59,830 --> 01:15:57,440
and so anyway that's something that

1913
01:16:02,630 --> 01:15:59,840
created um

1914
01:16:04,390 --> 01:16:02,640
a lot of anxiety and fear in me because

1915
01:16:05,750 --> 01:16:04,400
i didn't want to go there i don't want

1916
01:16:07,270 --> 01:16:05,760
to go there again you know

1917
01:16:09,030 --> 01:16:07,280
and i didn't understand how did that

1918
01:16:11,910 --> 01:16:09,040
come in it's like i was just

1919
01:16:12,390 --> 01:16:11,920
in this place that that you go to that

1920
01:16:15,590 --> 01:16:12,400
i've

1921
01:16:18,550 --> 01:16:15,600
known you know that when you pass pass

1922
01:16:19,430 --> 01:16:18,560
on that's where you go but then what is

1923
01:16:21,669 --> 01:16:19,440
this place

1924
01:16:23,189 --> 01:16:21,679
i do you know it's a plus the fear and

1925
01:16:25,110 --> 01:16:23,199
love difference was

1926
01:16:26,470 --> 01:16:25,120
tremendous you know here you are just

1927
01:16:29,750 --> 01:16:26,480
just absolute love to

1928
01:16:31,990 --> 01:16:29,760
just absolute fear it's almost like

1929
01:16:33,830 --> 01:16:32,000
you know it had to balance itself out

1930
01:16:35,669 --> 01:16:33,840
within that experience you had you had

1931
01:16:38,229 --> 01:16:35,679
this awesome experience but here's

1932
01:16:40,390 --> 01:16:38,239
extreme fear just for these few minutes

1933
01:16:41,590 --> 01:16:40,400
so anyway all of that happened and i

1934
01:16:42,870 --> 01:16:41,600
didn't didn't want to

1935
01:16:44,950 --> 01:16:42,880
didn't want to talk about i didn't want

1936
01:16:46,470 --> 01:16:44,960
to convey because i i've still felt deep

1937
01:16:48,630 --> 01:16:46,480
down it's like there's there has to be

1938
01:16:51,350 --> 01:16:48,640
something there there has to be

1939
01:16:53,110 --> 01:16:51,360
a different understanding and so i

1940
01:16:55,030 --> 01:16:53,120
understood that either through download

1941
01:16:56,709 --> 01:16:55,040
or synchronicity or some way i will

1942
01:16:57,510 --> 01:16:56,719
understand it but i didn't want to talk

1943
01:17:00,709 --> 01:16:57,520
about it

1944
01:17:01,189 --> 01:17:00,719
and so uh somebody asked me that and i

1945
01:17:02,630 --> 01:17:01,199
forgot

1946
01:17:04,149 --> 01:17:02,640
exactly who it was that was there

1947
01:17:05,430 --> 01:17:04,159
something that i experienced that i

1948
01:17:08,229 --> 01:17:05,440
didn't talk about

1949
01:17:09,910 --> 01:17:08,239
in any length of time and that was

1950
01:17:11,030 --> 01:17:09,920
primarily it i might have maybe

1951
01:17:14,149 --> 01:17:11,040
mentioned it but

1952
01:17:15,189 --> 01:17:14,159
not to this extent and so what had

1953
01:17:18,070 --> 01:17:15,199
happened was

1954
01:17:18,790 --> 01:17:18,080
um usually because it's been years since

1955
01:17:20,709 --> 01:17:18,800
i've been

1956
01:17:22,229 --> 01:17:20,719
basically listening to any kind of uh

1957
01:17:24,470 --> 01:17:22,239
channeling from bashar

1958
01:17:26,470 --> 01:17:24,480
and um you know the the core

1959
01:17:27,669 --> 01:17:26,480
understanding that that i took from it i

1960
01:17:29,510 --> 01:17:27,679
basically just take it

1961
01:17:31,830 --> 01:17:29,520
and can live my life that way i have

1962
01:17:33,990 --> 01:17:31,840
that tool to look at things to analyze

1963
01:17:35,590 --> 01:17:34,000
and then with my own personal experience

1964
01:17:37,669 --> 01:17:35,600
you don't need to kind of go back to

1965
01:17:39,350 --> 01:17:37,679
square one having to listen to channel

1966
01:17:40,550 --> 01:17:39,360
over and over again so at this point

1967
01:17:43,669 --> 01:17:40,560
it's been years

1968
01:17:46,470 --> 01:17:43,679
you know and um

1969
01:17:47,110 --> 01:17:46,480
so what was interesting is that there

1970
01:17:50,470 --> 01:17:47,120
was a

1971
01:17:52,790 --> 01:17:50,480
an event that they were doing it was um

1972
01:17:54,390 --> 01:17:52,800
it was still pre-covered where you can

1973
01:17:56,790 --> 01:17:54,400
watch the streaming or

1974
01:17:58,950 --> 01:17:56,800
uh be there in person well i've i

1975
01:18:00,709 --> 01:17:58,960
usually i just i don't have the time and

1976
01:18:02,390 --> 01:18:00,719
i know i can't watch them so

1977
01:18:04,229 --> 01:18:02,400
i always want to always receive their

1978
01:18:06,470 --> 01:18:04,239
emails but i delete them sometimes like

1979
01:18:08,470 --> 01:18:06,480
oh great to have an event i can't attend

1980
01:18:09,830 --> 01:18:08,480
well this one particular one just stuck

1981
01:18:12,070 --> 01:18:09,840
out and i was

1982
01:18:14,149 --> 01:18:12,080
wondering like why did that just happen

1983
01:18:15,750 --> 01:18:14,159
so i called my wife and i said i know we

1984
01:18:17,270 --> 01:18:15,760
got some plans but do you want to watch

1985
01:18:18,870 --> 01:18:17,280
this with me and she's like sure let's

1986
01:18:20,630 --> 01:18:18,880
let's watch it whatever is happening

1987
01:18:22,470 --> 01:18:20,640
it was happening within a short period

1988
01:18:25,110 --> 01:18:22,480
of time of when i got the email

1989
01:18:25,510 --> 01:18:25,120
like a few days later it was gonna

1990
01:18:27,350 --> 01:18:25,520
happen

1991
01:18:28,790 --> 01:18:27,360
not like they make an announcement and

1992
01:18:31,990 --> 01:18:28,800
then several months later

1993
01:18:34,229 --> 01:18:32,000
to some way you sometimes forget and so

1994
01:18:35,430 --> 01:18:34,239
we bought the tickets and so we sat

1995
01:18:37,270 --> 01:18:35,440
there and we're watching and i'm

1996
01:18:38,870 --> 01:18:37,280
watching just to see i mean a lot of

1997
01:18:39,990 --> 01:18:38,880
things that people bringing up i'm

1998
01:18:41,430 --> 01:18:40,000
understanding i'm very

1999
01:18:43,030 --> 01:18:41,440
well familiar with it i'm trying to

2000
01:18:44,790 --> 01:18:43,040
understand maybe is there something that

2001
01:18:45,990 --> 01:18:44,800
i don't know that i should maybe take in

2002
01:18:47,990 --> 01:18:46,000
more

2003
01:18:49,910 --> 01:18:48,000
and then it what happened was the

2004
01:18:53,350 --> 01:18:49,920
gentleman got in line

2005
01:18:54,070 --> 01:18:53,360
and he described my feeling he described

2006
01:18:56,709 --> 01:18:54,080
my feeling

2007
01:18:59,189 --> 01:18:56,719
exactly to bashar and i just kind of

2008
01:19:00,870 --> 01:18:59,199
tuned in i was like this is exactly why

2009
01:19:02,390 --> 01:19:00,880
i was watching this

2010
01:19:04,390 --> 01:19:02,400
because i was trying to see what what

2011
01:19:07,669 --> 01:19:04,400
will what will he

2012
01:19:08,070 --> 01:19:07,679
describe and then he just and and bashar

2013
01:19:10,070 --> 01:19:08,080
just

2014
01:19:11,110 --> 01:19:10,080
you know is always without skipping a

2015
01:19:12,870 --> 01:19:11,120
beat

2016
01:19:14,630 --> 01:19:12,880
he the way he would describe it and once

2017
01:19:15,189 --> 01:19:14,640
he described it it just made perfect

2018
01:19:19,830 --> 01:19:15,199
sense

2019
01:19:21,350 --> 01:19:19,840
that it would work that way which was

2020
01:19:24,470 --> 01:19:21,360
this

2021
01:19:27,110 --> 01:19:24,480
between these different realities

2022
01:19:29,030 --> 01:19:27,120
if you as your as i'm understanding it

2023
01:19:30,390 --> 01:19:29,040
so i'm paraphrasing in my own way

2024
01:19:33,830 --> 01:19:30,400
if you're switching these different

2025
01:19:40,470 --> 01:19:37,669
there's a focus on everything here

2026
01:19:41,270 --> 01:19:40,480
so there's definitions that are already

2027
01:19:43,350 --> 01:19:41,280
pre-built

2028
01:19:44,870 --> 01:19:43,360
that you interacting with this world so

2029
01:19:47,669 --> 01:19:44,880
you understand you're

2030
01:19:49,350 --> 01:19:47,679
you're breathing air there's buildings

2031
01:19:50,790 --> 01:19:49,360
there's this knowledge right this is

2032
01:19:53,110 --> 01:19:50,800
this dimension

2033
01:19:55,270 --> 01:19:53,120
when you're shifting these dimensions to

2034
01:19:55,830 --> 01:19:55,280
shift into something else or somewhere

2035
01:19:57,830 --> 01:19:55,840
else

2036
01:19:58,950 --> 01:19:57,840
you almost have to he calls it a shift

2037
01:20:00,790 --> 01:19:58,960
into neutral

2038
01:20:03,110 --> 01:20:00,800
well that neutral spot is going to be

2039
01:20:05,669 --> 01:20:03,120
absolutely neutral

2040
01:20:07,750 --> 01:20:05,679
which is that that it has no meaning

2041
01:20:09,270 --> 01:20:07,760
there is no one else there it's just

2042
01:20:12,550 --> 01:20:09,280
simply you

2043
01:20:14,229 --> 01:20:12,560
right and then before you then

2044
01:20:16,070 --> 01:20:14,239
while you know when you shift that

2045
01:20:17,510 --> 01:20:16,080
through that then you shift on to

2046
01:20:19,110 --> 01:20:17,520
wherever you need to go

2047
01:20:21,430 --> 01:20:19,120
you know there's no specific direction

2048
01:20:23,590 --> 01:20:21,440
shifting up shifting down the point is

2049
01:20:25,030 --> 01:20:23,600
that feeling that understanding was the

2050
01:20:28,470 --> 01:20:25,040
neutral zone

2051
01:20:29,750 --> 01:20:28,480
before you let go of one reality to join

2052
01:20:31,510 --> 01:20:29,760
the other reality

2053
01:20:33,430 --> 01:20:31,520
and that's what had happened so when it

2054
01:20:34,070 --> 01:20:33,440
occurred to me i didn't understand what

2055
01:20:36,149 --> 01:20:34,080
it was

2056
01:20:38,149 --> 01:20:36,159
nor was i willing to sit around much

2057
01:20:40,470 --> 01:20:38,159
longer to find out where this is going

2058
01:20:41,270 --> 01:20:40,480
i just freaked out got you know had the

2059
01:20:44,709 --> 01:20:41,280
shock and

2060
01:20:47,350 --> 01:20:44,719
and and passed out and so um

2061
01:20:48,390 --> 01:20:47,360
so hazel uh i guess thanks for bringing

2062
01:20:50,149 --> 01:20:48,400
it out in me

2063
01:20:52,550 --> 01:20:50,159
but uh yeah it wasn't something i

2064
01:20:54,790 --> 01:20:52,560
necessarily meant to speak

2065
01:20:55,590 --> 01:20:54,800
but uh because there's each one of these

2066
01:20:57,110 --> 01:20:55,600
events

2067
01:20:59,189 --> 01:20:57,120
they always they have these all these

2068
01:20:59,990 --> 01:20:59,199
stories on their own like i could focus

2069
01:21:02,390 --> 01:21:00,000
a whole

2070
01:21:04,229 --> 01:21:02,400
hour sometime or more to talk about them

2071
01:21:07,350 --> 01:21:04,239
and when it comes to these conference

2072
01:21:10,149 --> 01:21:07,360
settings everyone just wants the the the

2073
01:21:10,550 --> 01:21:10,159
meat of the story what most of the time

2074
01:21:17,430 --> 01:21:10,560
the

2075
01:21:18,870 --> 01:21:17,440
events to go on you know and so anyway

2076
01:21:21,430 --> 01:21:18,880
i hope that kind of answers your

2077
01:21:23,510 --> 01:21:21,440
question um if you can confirm to me in

2078
01:21:26,149 --> 01:21:23,520
chat i'd appreciate it since i can't see

2079
01:21:27,110 --> 01:21:26,159
you know see you or hear you but uh that

2080
01:21:29,030 --> 01:21:27,120
that was the

2081
01:21:30,229 --> 01:21:29,040
that's the part that i wasn't willing to

2082
01:21:33,510 --> 01:21:30,239
talk about yet

2083
01:21:34,950 --> 01:21:33,520
but um i figured i guess

2084
01:21:37,510 --> 01:21:34,960
at this point i don't know that i will

2085
01:21:38,390 --> 01:21:37,520
get more from it all i know is that it

2086
01:21:42,070 --> 01:21:38,400
was

2087
01:21:46,629 --> 01:21:42,080
an absolutely absolutely terrifying

2088
01:21:48,950 --> 01:21:46,639
state to be in when there's when you are

2089
01:21:50,070 --> 01:21:48,960
whenever all the all the understandings

2090
01:21:52,870 --> 01:21:50,080
all the meanings

2091
01:21:54,070 --> 01:21:52,880
has been cut off from your general

2092
01:21:57,270 --> 01:21:54,080
understanding

2093
01:22:00,149 --> 01:21:57,280
and you understand there's just you

2094
01:22:01,270 --> 01:22:00,159
in that space in that neutral space

2095
01:22:03,430 --> 01:22:01,280
because it's not as

2096
01:22:04,390 --> 01:22:03,440
nothing is assigned to it it's a simple

2097
01:22:06,229 --> 01:22:04,400
void

2098
01:22:08,149 --> 01:22:06,239
you know before you shift over to

2099
01:22:10,629 --> 01:22:08,159
something new to where then you

2100
01:22:11,510 --> 01:22:10,639
you have other understandings and you

2101
01:22:13,990 --> 01:22:11,520
you adapt

2102
01:22:15,110 --> 01:22:14,000
those so anyway i hope that makes sense

2103
01:22:18,229 --> 01:22:15,120
to you if if it

2104
01:22:19,110 --> 01:22:18,239
if it didn't ask me to clarify something

2105
01:22:22,550 --> 01:22:19,120
about it but

2106
01:22:27,350 --> 01:22:22,560
uh that is basically the the the gist of

2107
01:22:40,390 --> 01:22:30,390
uh okay let me see let me catch up on

2108
01:22:44,950 --> 01:22:43,910
okay we have um okay 5d raven just want

2109
01:23:03,750 --> 01:22:44,960
to say hello

2110
01:23:08,629 --> 01:23:07,110
yeah if uh yeah i don't know

2111
01:23:10,390 --> 01:23:08,639
do you guys are just chatting with each

2112
01:23:12,149 --> 01:23:10,400
other which is perfectly fine i was just

2113
01:23:13,510 --> 01:23:12,159
trying to see if if there was some

2114
01:23:15,910 --> 01:23:13,520
something or someone out there that

2115
01:23:20,070 --> 01:23:15,920
wanted to um

2116
01:23:20,550 --> 01:23:20,080
to say something or ask a question but

2117
01:23:24,709 --> 01:23:20,560
yeah

2118
01:23:27,030 --> 01:23:24,719
it's uh in general it's it's

2119
01:23:28,870 --> 01:23:27,040
you know i i i'm glad that whatever

2120
01:23:31,510 --> 01:23:28,880
happened happened when i was still

2121
01:23:32,790 --> 01:23:31,520
single and and there was no way that i

2122
01:23:35,669 --> 01:23:32,800
could go through these things

2123
01:23:37,350 --> 01:23:35,679
in the manner that i did with having you

2124
01:23:37,750 --> 01:23:37,360
know two children and a third one on the

2125
01:23:40,070 --> 01:23:37,760
way

2126
01:23:40,870 --> 01:23:40,080
and all the things that are happening

2127
01:23:43,990 --> 01:23:40,880
because

2128
01:23:47,189 --> 01:23:44,000
a family always needs you know

2129
01:23:48,070 --> 01:23:47,199
preferably a stable household with both

2130
01:23:49,830 --> 01:23:48,080
parents

2131
01:23:51,910 --> 01:23:49,840
good heads on their shoulders and having

2132
01:23:53,350 --> 01:23:51,920
to go through this crazy stuff that i

2133
01:23:55,669 --> 01:23:53,360
did years ago

2134
01:23:56,790 --> 01:23:55,679
now i could not imagine that i would i

2135
01:23:59,510 --> 01:23:56,800
would be a

2136
01:24:00,149 --> 01:23:59,520
total mess it would just be i would just

2137
01:24:02,470 --> 01:24:00,159
not

2138
01:24:04,470 --> 01:24:02,480
i would just be kind of sitting in a

2139
01:24:06,790 --> 01:24:04,480
chair staring off at one point

2140
01:24:07,510 --> 01:24:06,800
trying to like you know to to make sense

2141
01:24:09,510 --> 01:24:07,520
of what had

2142
01:24:10,629 --> 01:24:09,520
happened to me and it would not be

2143
01:24:12,709 --> 01:24:10,639
beneficial to

2144
01:24:13,830 --> 01:24:12,719
anyone in the family so i'm glad that

2145
01:24:16,950 --> 01:24:13,840
all of that is

2146
01:24:19,270 --> 01:24:16,960
the the the root core

2147
01:24:20,629 --> 01:24:19,280
understandings about certain concepts

2148
01:24:23,510 --> 01:24:20,639
have been already

2149
01:24:24,550 --> 01:24:23,520
explored by me and so of course there's

2150
01:24:27,189 --> 01:24:24,560
never an end to that

2151
01:24:28,229 --> 01:24:27,199
i'll always continue but at least i'm

2152
01:24:31,350 --> 01:24:28,239
not gonna

2153
01:24:33,030 --> 01:24:31,360
be a total head basket uh moving forward

2154
01:24:35,110 --> 01:24:33,040
you know with having a family almost

2155
01:24:37,270 --> 01:24:35,120
can't and still got to go to work and

2156
01:24:39,030 --> 01:24:37,280
make sure the kids are fed and there's

2157
01:24:40,310 --> 01:24:39,040
still a roof over the you know over

2158
01:24:42,790 --> 01:24:40,320
everyone's head and

2159
01:24:43,430 --> 01:24:42,800
and of course my wife is doing the same

2160
01:24:45,590 --> 01:24:43,440
job

2161
01:24:46,550 --> 01:24:45,600
you know it's not just me but i'm just

2162
01:24:48,310 --> 01:24:46,560
saying that

2163
01:24:50,229 --> 01:24:48,320
it wouldn't have been fair to her if i

2164
01:24:52,629 --> 01:24:50,239
was if she had a

2165
01:24:54,149 --> 01:24:52,639
fourth kid to take care of other than

2166
01:25:01,830 --> 01:24:54,159
the the

2167
01:25:08,709 --> 01:25:05,189
um pauline bees asked

2168
01:25:11,510 --> 01:25:08,719
ednan have you heard of the uh

2169
01:25:12,790 --> 01:25:11,520
obe i assume out of body experience

2170
01:25:16,390 --> 01:25:12,800
writer

2171
01:25:20,229 --> 01:25:16,400
jurgen sivi

2172
01:25:21,430 --> 01:25:20,239
siva is a german um no i have not i'm

2173
01:25:30,950 --> 01:25:21,440
sorry pauline

2174
01:25:35,110 --> 01:25:33,830
uh sorry if i'm silent i hate to have uh

2175
01:25:38,149 --> 01:25:35,120
just silence on

2176
01:25:40,070 --> 01:25:38,159
on the live stream but this uh

2177
01:25:41,510 --> 01:25:40,080
hazel asks another question asking do

2178
01:25:44,950 --> 01:25:41,520
you think that all this

2179
01:25:46,390 --> 01:25:44,960
happened to you at the right time so in

2180
01:25:48,149 --> 01:25:46,400
latter years you had a better

2181
01:25:51,189 --> 01:25:48,159
understanding yeah okay

2182
01:25:52,950 --> 01:25:51,199
maybe i just if

2183
01:25:54,629 --> 01:25:52,960
you listen to it i was just explaining

2184
01:25:58,310 --> 01:25:54,639
you beat me to it or

2185
01:26:03,990 --> 01:26:01,910
yes but basically it just there was

2186
01:26:06,229 --> 01:26:04,000
very well a reason why all of that was

2187
01:26:07,510 --> 01:26:06,239
occurring because it's it's weird it's

2188
01:26:10,550 --> 01:26:07,520
um

2189
01:26:13,910 --> 01:26:10,560
uh you have to understand for for

2190
01:26:17,430 --> 01:26:13,920
me to kind of do this even though i had

2191
01:26:18,550 --> 01:26:17,440
experiences younger um for me to do this

2192
01:26:22,149 --> 01:26:18,560
it's almost

2193
01:26:22,470 --> 01:26:22,159
as surreal or weird to be able to do to

2194
01:26:24,709 --> 01:26:22,480
have

2195
01:26:26,229 --> 01:26:24,719
ufo hub and continue it with the with

2196
01:26:29,430 --> 01:26:26,239
the passion that i do

2197
01:26:33,430 --> 01:26:29,440
it's as weird as let's say

2198
01:26:35,350 --> 01:26:33,440
a quarterback football player um

2199
01:26:36,950 --> 01:26:35,360
not that i was i'm just giving you these

2200
01:26:38,629 --> 01:26:36,960
drastic differences

2201
01:26:41,110 --> 01:26:38,639
like having a quarterback football

2202
01:26:44,229 --> 01:26:41,120
player being passionately

2203
01:26:45,350 --> 01:26:44,239
involved in knitting okay it's that

2204
01:26:47,830 --> 01:26:45,360
different

2205
01:26:49,189 --> 01:26:47,840
you know to to where they're just

2206
01:26:51,590 --> 01:26:49,199
enthralled in knitting

2207
01:26:53,350 --> 01:26:51,600
and are all into it and talking to

2208
01:26:55,189 --> 01:26:53,360
people about knitting and going to

2209
01:26:57,910 --> 01:26:55,199
knitting groups and all of that

2210
01:26:59,750 --> 01:26:57,920
that's how this feels to me to go from

2211
01:27:02,950 --> 01:26:59,760
how my life was before

2212
01:27:04,070 --> 01:27:02,960
to literally just be disenthralled with

2213
01:27:07,430 --> 01:27:04,080
the ufo subject

2214
01:27:10,390 --> 01:27:07,440
and doing you for hub and interviews and

2215
01:27:11,030 --> 01:27:10,400
and all these things um sometimes yeah

2216
01:27:13,270 --> 01:27:11,040
i'm not

2217
01:27:14,790 --> 01:27:13,280
um not exactly sure where it's going but

2218
01:27:18,149 --> 01:27:14,800
i just know that i always

2219
01:27:19,189 --> 01:27:18,159
like to talk about it and so um i just

2220
01:27:21,110 --> 01:27:19,199
figured well why

2221
01:27:22,229 --> 01:27:21,120
why not do this with with all of you

2222
01:27:24,070 --> 01:27:22,239
guys online

2223
01:27:26,310 --> 01:27:24,080
but although it first just started out

2224
01:27:29,030 --> 01:27:26,320
with interview interviewees and

2225
01:27:30,310 --> 01:27:29,040
and people that have um generally put

2226
01:27:32,790 --> 01:27:30,320
themselves out there

2227
01:27:33,830 --> 01:27:32,800
and are very you know very well known to

2228
01:27:35,669 --> 01:27:33,840
already

2229
01:27:37,030 --> 01:27:35,679
talk about the ufology field but it's

2230
01:27:38,709 --> 01:27:37,040
like i know there's

2231
01:27:40,709 --> 01:27:38,719
everyone else out there like me that

2232
01:27:42,149 --> 01:27:40,719
just wants to talk about it so i figured

2233
01:27:43,590 --> 01:27:42,159
um open lines

2234
01:27:45,510 --> 01:27:43,600
creating something like that would be

2235
01:27:46,870 --> 01:27:45,520
great after it was suggested to me by

2236
01:27:50,550 --> 01:27:46,880
one of the

2237
01:27:51,510 --> 01:27:50,560
they were saying they originally wanted

2238
01:27:55,669 --> 01:27:51,520
me to

2239
01:27:57,750 --> 01:27:55,679
um they were saying what if i started um

2240
01:28:01,430 --> 01:27:57,760
what's the other one there's telegram

2241
01:28:07,750 --> 01:28:04,470
discord to open up a discord group

2242
01:28:08,629 --> 01:28:07,760
and have basically people contact me

2243
01:28:11,669 --> 01:28:08,639
that way

2244
01:28:14,870 --> 01:28:11,679
so i looked into it and i put that

2245
01:28:16,870 --> 01:28:14,880
that poll out there and i asked you on

2246
01:28:18,470 --> 01:28:16,880
telegram or discord and a lot of you

2247
01:28:20,870 --> 01:28:18,480
chose telegram so

2248
01:28:21,910 --> 01:28:20,880
i already had telegram i've been using

2249
01:28:23,669 --> 01:28:21,920
it for a while now

2250
01:28:25,030 --> 01:28:23,679
so it worked out great especially with

2251
01:28:26,709 --> 01:28:25,040
their new um

2252
01:28:28,709 --> 01:28:26,719
voice chat option they had just

2253
01:28:29,669 --> 01:28:28,719
implemented it so it worked out great to

2254
01:28:34,629 --> 01:28:29,679
be able to

2255
01:28:39,990 --> 01:28:37,350
okay give me one second patrick raise

2256
01:28:47,189 --> 01:28:43,510
all right patrick you are unmuted

2257
01:28:49,430 --> 01:28:47,199
yes uh i um want to

2258
01:28:50,870 --> 01:28:49,440
mention that i uh i do this uh

2259
01:28:55,110 --> 01:28:50,880
meditation with a group of

2260
01:28:57,189 --> 01:28:55,120
men and we're pretty diverse it's uh

2261
01:28:58,229 --> 01:28:57,199
one is a building contractor one owns a

2262
01:29:01,750 --> 01:28:58,239
restaurant one

2263
01:29:03,430 --> 01:29:01,760
owns uh uh some sort of uh

2264
01:29:04,870 --> 01:29:03,440
he works for some sort of not private

2265
01:29:07,350 --> 01:29:04,880
non-profit

2266
01:29:08,390 --> 01:29:07,360
but uh we were just gonna get together

2267
01:29:11,750 --> 01:29:08,400
and do

2268
01:29:13,910 --> 01:29:11,760
uh you know meditation for about an hour

2269
01:29:15,669 --> 01:29:13,920
one night a week and just force

2270
01:29:19,110 --> 01:29:15,679
ourselves into doing it

2271
01:29:22,550 --> 01:29:19,120
and what has happened is that

2272
01:29:25,270 --> 01:29:22,560
one of them started seeing entities

2273
01:29:26,149 --> 01:29:25,280
and then all of us started seeing

2274
01:29:29,669 --> 01:29:26,159
entities

2275
01:29:31,030 --> 01:29:29,679
when doing our meditation um you were

2276
01:29:33,189 --> 01:29:31,040
you mentioned about the someone

2277
01:29:34,629 --> 01:29:33,199
mentioned about the color

2278
01:29:36,870 --> 01:29:34,639
as they were doing the work you could

2279
01:29:37,510 --> 01:29:36,880
see the color well these colors with

2280
01:29:39,990 --> 01:29:37,520
blood

2281
01:29:41,510 --> 01:29:40,000
over our closed eyes when we were doing

2282
01:29:44,790 --> 01:29:41,520
this and then

2283
01:29:45,350 --> 01:29:44,800
um i'm sorry say that again somebody

2284
01:29:47,350 --> 01:29:45,360
mentioned

2285
01:29:48,950 --> 01:29:47,360
what uh your connection kind of was

2286
01:29:51,510 --> 01:29:48,960
shifting when you

2287
01:29:53,350 --> 01:29:51,520
when you were doing uh like some energy

2288
01:29:54,470 --> 01:29:53,360
work somebody was doing some energy work

2289
01:29:57,270 --> 01:29:54,480
and there was

2290
01:29:58,310 --> 01:29:57,280
color floating over you color yes i

2291
01:30:01,590 --> 01:29:58,320
didn't hear that part

2292
01:30:03,830 --> 01:30:01,600
i i it was it uh

2293
01:30:06,149 --> 01:30:03,840
go ahead okay so there were color

2294
01:30:09,430 --> 01:30:06,159
floating uh flooding over us well

2295
01:30:12,870 --> 01:30:09,440
we we would start seeing images of uh

2296
01:30:15,110 --> 01:30:12,880
entities and uh they appeared

2297
01:30:16,629 --> 01:30:15,120
one appeared to be like a 16 year old

2298
01:30:19,750 --> 01:30:16,639
girl just beautiful

2299
01:30:19,990 --> 01:30:19,760
beautiful beautiful and she would show

2300
01:30:23,430 --> 01:30:20,000
up

2301
01:30:26,229 --> 01:30:23,440
on a regular basis uh never never

2302
01:30:28,550 --> 01:30:26,239
anything verbal communicated with us but

2303
01:30:30,790 --> 01:30:28,560
she wanted to show us something

2304
01:30:31,990 --> 01:30:30,800
and it was like in another realm if you

2305
01:30:35,750 --> 01:30:32,000
will

2306
01:30:38,229 --> 01:30:35,760
well so uh it was about this time

2307
01:30:39,189 --> 01:30:38,239
it was last summer as a matter of fact i

2308
01:30:42,950 --> 01:30:39,199
was

2309
01:30:44,950 --> 01:30:42,960
ready to fire this doctor because i

2310
01:30:47,990 --> 01:30:44,960
we weren't coming up with any pro any

2311
01:30:51,430 --> 01:30:48,000
solutions to a problem i was having

2312
01:30:54,629 --> 01:30:51,440
but i just had to hear him out and uh

2313
01:30:54,950 --> 01:30:54,639
so he's going on about that time i had

2314
01:31:01,270 --> 01:30:54,960
an

2315
01:31:04,149 --> 01:31:01,280
uh like fracture fractals of light

2316
01:31:06,070 --> 01:31:04,159
it's like looking through kaleidoscope

2317
01:31:07,350 --> 01:31:06,080
and you just sort of go blind for about

2318
01:31:09,750 --> 01:31:07,360
15 minutes

2319
01:31:10,550 --> 01:31:09,760
and there's no pain involved with it but

2320
01:31:12,310 --> 01:31:10,560
it

2321
01:31:14,070 --> 01:31:12,320
you're not going to go anywhere while

2322
01:31:16,310 --> 01:31:14,080
you're experiencing one of these because

2323
01:31:19,110 --> 01:31:16,320
you can't see the drive so

2324
01:31:21,270 --> 01:31:19,120
i was just i told the doctor i had i was

2325
01:31:24,070 --> 01:31:21,280
experiencing an aura migraine

2326
01:31:25,030 --> 01:31:24,080
and the doctor put me in a dark waiting

2327
01:31:27,270 --> 01:31:25,040
room

2328
01:31:28,310 --> 01:31:27,280
uh about that time when i was sitting

2329
01:31:31,590 --> 01:31:28,320
there a text

2330
01:31:34,870 --> 01:31:31,600
came in from a friend in vietnam

2331
01:31:36,790 --> 01:31:34,880
and he said he wanted to know why

2332
01:31:39,350 --> 01:31:36,800
i was in a doctor's office and why i

2333
01:31:42,629 --> 01:31:39,360
wasn't taking the doctor seriously

2334
01:31:44,229 --> 01:31:42,639
and what was wrong with me and he

2335
01:31:45,669 --> 01:31:44,239
picked that up in the middle of the

2336
01:31:48,790 --> 01:31:45,679
night in vietnam

2337
01:31:52,950 --> 01:31:48,800
and texted me to confirm it

2338
01:31:55,990 --> 01:31:52,960
and uh i was i was blown away to

2339
01:31:59,270 --> 01:31:56,000
to say the least and so

2340
01:31:59,750 --> 01:31:59,280
apparently we've connected on another

2341
01:32:03,510 --> 01:31:59,760
level

2342
01:32:06,229 --> 01:32:03,520
that's over and above our comprehension

2343
01:32:06,870 --> 01:32:06,239
or our level of understanding and so

2344
01:32:09,350 --> 01:32:06,880
we're

2345
01:32:10,149 --> 01:32:09,360
as a meditating group we seem to be

2346
01:32:13,510 --> 01:32:10,159
connected

2347
01:32:15,830 --> 01:32:13,520
uh to something larger

2348
01:32:16,790 --> 01:32:15,840
if you will like a a light network or

2349
01:32:19,910 --> 01:32:16,800
whatever

2350
01:32:22,390 --> 01:32:19,920
but he uh if he tunes into me

2351
01:32:23,189 --> 01:32:22,400
he knows what i'm doing and and the

2352
01:32:25,750 --> 01:32:23,199
thing is

2353
01:32:27,590 --> 01:32:25,760
he understood everything that was going

2354
01:32:29,350 --> 01:32:27,600
on between the doctor and i it was just

2355
01:32:31,350 --> 01:32:29,360
he were standing right there

2356
01:32:33,030 --> 01:32:31,360
but he better still he was reading my

2357
01:32:37,270 --> 01:32:33,040
thoughts

2358
01:32:39,590 --> 01:32:37,280
and uh so i just thought i'd add that uh

2359
01:32:40,470 --> 01:32:39,600
thank you you know they don't think for

2360
01:32:44,629 --> 01:32:40,480
sharing that

2361
01:32:48,149 --> 01:32:44,639
don't go don't go away yet um

2362
01:32:50,870 --> 01:32:48,159
um well what i was what i was gonna say

2363
01:32:51,750 --> 01:32:50,880
is this this happening only with this

2364
01:32:54,870 --> 01:32:51,760
group that you

2365
01:32:59,270 --> 01:32:54,880
that you have or yes

2366
01:33:00,950 --> 01:32:59,280
we seem to be linked up okay and uh

2367
01:33:02,870 --> 01:33:00,960
there was i've tried to bring other

2368
01:33:06,229 --> 01:33:02,880
people into the group

2369
01:33:07,430 --> 01:33:06,239
and uh they don't they don't seem to be

2370
01:33:09,590 --> 01:33:07,440
able to connect

2371
01:33:11,110 --> 01:33:09,600
like those of us that have started the

2372
01:33:12,550 --> 01:33:11,120
glute group it's almost like we're in

2373
01:33:15,189 --> 01:33:12,560
nucleus

2374
01:33:16,470 --> 01:33:15,199
and they can see something is going on

2375
01:33:19,750 --> 01:33:16,480
that they can't

2376
01:33:22,790 --> 01:33:19,760
interact with it if you will

2377
01:33:23,590 --> 01:33:22,800
so one of us recently left and moved to

2378
01:33:26,550 --> 01:33:23,600
costa rica

2379
01:33:27,530 --> 01:33:26,560
because he did not want a vaccination

2380
01:33:29,430 --> 01:33:27,540
and

2381
01:33:31,350 --> 01:33:29,440
[Music]

2382
01:33:34,149 --> 01:33:31,360
it was extremely difficult for the rest

2383
01:33:37,510 --> 01:33:34,159
of us it was almost like

2384
01:33:40,390 --> 01:33:37,520
somebody had cut something out of us

2385
01:33:41,910 --> 01:33:40,400
uh if you will and uh we felt a real

2386
01:33:43,830 --> 01:33:41,920
disconnect with him

2387
01:33:46,070 --> 01:33:43,840
but was he thinking the vaccination was

2388
01:33:48,310 --> 01:33:46,080
going to be forced on him or something

2389
01:33:50,310 --> 01:33:48,320
oh i don't know you know he started

2390
01:33:54,070 --> 01:33:50,320
hearing voices and he decided to leave

2391
01:33:57,350 --> 01:33:54,080
and so it was his decision all right

2392
01:33:59,910 --> 01:33:57,360
but it was it was like something

2393
01:34:01,669 --> 01:33:59,920
was extricated from us almost like

2394
01:34:05,669 --> 01:34:01,679
somebody had pulled a tooth

2395
01:34:08,870 --> 01:34:05,679
and uh it was very painful for us

2396
01:34:09,590 --> 01:34:08,880
uh you know my other friends aren't as

2397
01:34:12,070 --> 01:34:09,600
easy

2398
01:34:13,910 --> 01:34:12,080
to express what's going on with them as

2399
01:34:15,990 --> 01:34:13,920
i am but for me it was

2400
01:34:18,070 --> 01:34:16,000
it was worse than any kind of breakup

2401
01:34:20,870 --> 01:34:18,080
i've ever experienced in my life and i

2402
01:34:22,070 --> 01:34:20,880
i'm talking about teenage angst it was

2403
01:34:25,189 --> 01:34:22,080
worse than that

2404
01:34:26,950 --> 01:34:25,199
it was painful right now i mean

2405
01:34:29,990 --> 01:34:26,960
if you have that stronger connection i

2406
01:34:31,830 --> 01:34:30,000
mean it makes sense

2407
01:34:33,750 --> 01:34:31,840
it would make perfect sense why that

2408
01:34:36,310 --> 01:34:33,760
would be happening

2409
01:34:37,270 --> 01:34:36,320
i've split up with partners of 17 years

2410
01:34:40,709 --> 01:34:37,280
and it wasn't

2411
01:34:43,750 --> 01:34:40,719
nearly nothing this was really painful

2412
01:34:46,470 --> 01:34:43,760
right well i mean

2413
01:34:47,750 --> 01:34:46,480
is there do you guys still uh do you

2414
01:34:48,709 --> 01:34:47,760
sense oh you're still kind of all

2415
01:34:51,990 --> 01:34:48,719
connected though

2416
01:34:53,669 --> 01:34:52,000
uh on we since we're connected and we

2417
01:34:55,669 --> 01:34:53,679
we we continue to get together on

2418
01:34:56,629 --> 01:34:55,679
tuesday nights and uh that's our big

2419
01:35:00,070 --> 01:34:56,639
deal

2420
01:35:03,990 --> 01:35:00,080
um and so we we still feel very much

2421
01:35:07,189 --> 01:35:04,000
um like a unit if you will

2422
01:35:10,870 --> 01:35:07,199
and uh we're so diverse though in

2423
01:35:13,830 --> 01:35:10,880
who we are in this world and what we do

2424
01:35:15,430 --> 01:35:13,840
that it it's almost comical that the

2425
01:35:18,950 --> 01:35:15,440
three of us come together

2426
01:35:22,310 --> 01:35:18,960
in this other place and have such uh

2427
01:35:25,350 --> 01:35:22,320
unity yeah

2428
01:35:27,109 --> 01:35:25,360
right okay well thanks

2429
01:35:29,830 --> 01:35:27,119
thanks for sharing patrick i appreciate

2430
01:35:33,510 --> 01:35:29,840
it sure

2431
01:35:34,149 --> 01:35:33,520
um okay well if uh and generally if

2432
01:35:41,189 --> 01:35:34,159
there's

2433
01:35:42,310 --> 01:35:41,199
uh no one else on on telegram that wants

2434
01:35:45,990 --> 01:35:42,320
to

2435
01:35:49,510 --> 01:35:46,000
just continue continue chatting

2436
01:35:49,750 --> 01:35:49,520
and patrick had shared a great deal and

2437
01:35:56,709 --> 01:35:49,760
i

2438
01:36:00,070 --> 01:35:56,719
you know

2439
01:36:01,750 --> 01:36:00,080
ending ending the stream if you um

2440
01:36:03,990 --> 01:36:01,760
i guess i don't know if you guys want to

2441
01:36:07,270 --> 01:36:04,000
keep keep going if you

2442
01:36:09,669 --> 01:36:07,280
you guys in the chat can can share a

2443
01:36:12,070 --> 01:36:09,679
thumbs up and then that that way i can

2444
01:36:15,350 --> 01:36:12,080
kind of get a sense consensus

2445
01:36:16,950 --> 01:36:15,360
if you would rather be done with it then

2446
01:36:22,149 --> 01:36:16,960
i guess put it thumbs down i'm just

2447
01:36:26,550 --> 01:36:24,790
it's going to take about 20 seconds for

2448
01:36:30,070 --> 01:36:26,560
you guys to

2449
01:36:36,070 --> 01:36:30,080
to hear me and then convey

2450
01:36:40,149 --> 01:36:39,030
because there's always a chance for and

2451
01:36:43,270 --> 01:36:40,159
and anyone that

2452
01:36:44,310 --> 01:36:43,280
would like to is to also join join

2453
01:37:00,870 --> 01:36:44,320
telegram and

2454
01:37:06,070 --> 01:37:02,950
okay well hazel looks like she wrote

2455
01:37:09,430 --> 01:37:06,080
thumbs up

2456
01:37:16,870 --> 01:37:09,440
let me see if i can i think i can have a

2457
01:37:24,070 --> 01:37:20,870
uh oh no never really check out these

2458
01:37:25,830 --> 01:37:24,080
emojis and see what they have available

2459
01:37:28,870 --> 01:37:25,840
trying to see if i can find a thumbs up

2460
01:37:33,030 --> 01:37:30,629
yeah it's here somewhere i don't want to

2461
01:37:34,550 --> 01:37:33,040
spend half the night looking for

2462
01:37:47,189 --> 01:37:34,560
there's just so many of them out there

2463
01:37:47,199 --> 01:37:51,350
okay we have hazel

2464
01:37:57,510 --> 01:37:55,189
uh the 5d raven peace

2465
01:37:58,790 --> 01:37:57,520
and then zzz so i guess he's going to

2466
01:38:03,270 --> 01:37:58,800
sleep and he's tired

2467
01:38:12,470 --> 01:38:03,280
or something oh okay for

2468
01:38:19,189 --> 01:38:17,189
well if um i i guess then i'll i'll i

2469
01:38:22,070 --> 01:38:19,199
figured i'll just end the stream here

2470
01:38:23,109 --> 01:38:22,080
and uh i appreciate you guys joining in

2471
01:38:26,470 --> 01:38:23,119
so far

2472
01:38:28,470 --> 01:38:26,480
and um maybe maybe next time for all of

2473
01:38:30,709 --> 01:38:28,480
you still watching if you already know

2474
01:38:33,669 --> 01:38:30,719
ahead of time if there's if it's a

2475
01:38:34,709 --> 01:38:33,679
bit of a slow open lines if you guys

2476
01:38:37,109 --> 01:38:34,719
have some other questions

2477
01:38:38,470 --> 01:38:37,119
are you lined up just uh throw those out

2478
01:38:41,189 --> 01:38:38,480
and we'll we'll see who

2479
01:38:42,229 --> 01:38:41,199
um you know to to to address them or

2480
01:38:45,430 --> 01:38:42,239
talk about them

2481
01:38:47,990 --> 01:38:45,440
but i do appreciate you logging in today

2482
01:38:49,270 --> 01:38:48,000
we've been on for about an hour 40

2483
01:38:52,870 --> 01:38:49,280
minutes roughly

2484
01:38:56,229 --> 01:38:52,880
so um share it with others

2485
01:38:58,629 --> 01:38:56,239
let others know if more join

2486
01:39:00,149 --> 01:38:58,639
join the group that would like to talk

2487
01:39:02,950 --> 01:39:00,159
the more the merrier

2488
01:39:03,350 --> 01:39:02,960
and if you if you generally like the

2489
01:39:06,870 --> 01:39:03,360
channel

2490
01:39:08,229 --> 01:39:06,880
please subscribe and uh interact with

2491
01:39:11,030 --> 01:39:08,239
the like or dislike

2492
01:39:12,229 --> 01:39:11,040
button on any of the videos on ufo hub

2493
01:39:13,189 --> 01:39:12,239
because that usually helps with the

2494
01:39:15,990 --> 01:39:13,199
algorithm

2495
01:39:17,669 --> 01:39:16,000
the more uh people find out the more

2496
01:39:19,350 --> 01:39:17,679
we'll be hopefully drawn to it and then

2497
01:39:20,229 --> 01:39:19,360
we'll just draw a larger and larger

2498
01:39:22,070 --> 01:39:20,239
community

2499
01:39:23,350 --> 01:39:22,080
not that there isn't some communities

2500
01:39:25,830 --> 01:39:23,360
already out there but

2501
01:39:26,390 --> 01:39:25,840
i'm hoping that we can just uh you know

2502
01:39:29,910 --> 01:39:26,400
have this

2503
01:39:32,550 --> 01:39:29,920
truly be a ufo hub of just

2504
01:39:33,990 --> 01:39:32,560
people meeting talking about ufos and

2505
01:39:37,830 --> 01:39:34,000
and whatever else that's

2506
01:39:40,950 --> 01:39:37,840
uh metaphysical in general so

2507
01:39:41,830 --> 01:39:40,960
um all right well thank you all very

2508
01:39:44,229 --> 01:39:41,840
much

2509
01:39:45,109 --> 01:39:44,239
um it looks like i haven't heard any

2510
01:39:47,109 --> 01:39:45,119
news from

2511
01:39:48,550 --> 01:39:47,119
from my wife yet which is good that

2512
01:39:50,709 --> 01:39:48,560
means she's uh

2513
01:39:52,149 --> 01:39:50,719
either resting watching the show or or

2514
01:39:54,870 --> 01:39:52,159
doing something else

2515
01:39:55,830 --> 01:39:54,880
so thank you all again very much for for

2516
01:39:58,390 --> 01:39:55,840
logging in

2517
01:39:58,950 --> 01:39:58,400
and uh or tuning in and and watching

2518
01:40:01,830 --> 01:39:58,960
this

2519
01:40:03,510 --> 01:40:01,840
uh please tune in on friday i'm i'm

2520
01:40:05,590 --> 01:40:03,520
working on getting a guest

2521
01:40:08,229 --> 01:40:05,600
i don't have anyone lined up yet i have

2522
01:40:11,270 --> 01:40:08,239
a few that i reached out to so we'll see

2523
01:40:12,709 --> 01:40:11,280
what will work out and as always either

2524
01:40:15,270 --> 01:40:12,719
the night before

2525
01:40:16,629 --> 01:40:15,280
or on that day in the morning i will

2526
01:40:18,229 --> 01:40:16,639
already create a

2527
01:40:19,910 --> 01:40:18,239
live stream and put it out there and

2528
01:40:21,030 --> 01:40:19,920
i'll tell you when it's going to be and

2529
01:40:24,229 --> 01:40:21,040
usually it's at 7

2530
01:40:28,149 --> 01:40:24,239
00 p.m central's time central time

2531
01:40:30,790 --> 01:40:28,159
and so um so that way you can

2532
01:40:31,590 --> 01:40:30,800
kind of hit the reminder button make

2533
01:40:34,149 --> 01:40:31,600
sure also

2534
01:40:34,629 --> 01:40:34,159
in the subscription on the notifications

2535
01:40:39,350 --> 01:40:34,639
to

2536
01:40:41,750 --> 01:40:39,360
because

2537
01:40:42,790 --> 01:40:41,760
some people say oh you went live but i

2538
01:40:44,629 --> 01:40:42,800
didn't get this

2539
01:40:46,470 --> 01:40:44,639
and i've noticed a lot of youtubers do

2540
01:40:48,950 --> 01:40:46,480
that i don't know if they're just

2541
01:40:49,990 --> 01:40:48,960
uh saying that to because they hurt

2542
01:40:51,510 --> 01:40:50,000
others but i just

2543
01:40:53,990 --> 01:40:51,520
know from personal experience and what

2544
01:40:57,109 --> 01:40:54,000
y'all you all have told me on on chat

2545
01:40:59,109 --> 01:40:57,119
that you don't get the notifications so

2546
01:41:00,470 --> 01:40:59,119
it's supposed to notify you but if it

2547
01:41:03,669 --> 01:41:00,480
doesn't work for some reason

2548
01:41:05,910 --> 01:41:03,679
youtube is slacking some way um you know

2549
01:41:07,910 --> 01:41:05,920
hopefully all notifications might

2550
01:41:09,030 --> 01:41:07,920
do something different because they have

2551
01:41:12,310 --> 01:41:09,040
three different

2552
01:41:15,990 --> 01:41:12,320
tiers of those notification belts so

2553
01:41:17,750 --> 01:41:16,000
anyway um yeah i'd appreciate any share

2554
01:41:19,030 --> 01:41:17,760
tell your friends family whoever you

2555
01:41:21,189 --> 01:41:19,040
like that

2556
01:41:23,510 --> 01:41:21,199
you know to join us and just make this

2557
01:41:26,950 --> 01:41:23,520
more of an open online group

2558
01:41:29,590 --> 01:41:26,960
um okay well um

2559
01:41:30,310 --> 01:41:29,600
thank you all very much uh take care and